cherish

2007-08-18T19:49:00.000+10:00

MOVED HERE.
thanks.

2007-08-09T03:36:00.000+10:00

Sneak peak.

Hmm, actually to say, i might just revive blogspot for the sake of singapore. I'm just saying maybe, just maybe. So let's just take it as i'm taking a hiatus from public blogging. Right now, life seems focused with a common goal but uni spells stress, sleepless nights and whatsnot. Okay, no i'm not trying to nitpick on anything but you know how stress make me a grumpy person?

513 has been mugging quite productively for BLAW these few days and that's good shit i suppose. Everyone seems to be doing fine in singapore, or at least those who even bother to keep in touch persay. Hmm, the five weeks spent in singapore were relatively well-spent with quite a fair number of people! But then again, nicole, dana, xiangfeng, hazel went missing on me this holiday. HOW NICE UH GIRLS!

Ok, so anyway i'm quite tired now. Bye for now.
I'm a happy girl and baby should know why. ;)

2007-04-26T21:08:00.000+10:00

What do you do when you've had enough of a public blog?
you move.

so yupp, no more blogspot.
decided to keep it low and private.
sorry folks!
(close friends do ask me for lj address!)

TAKE CARE.

2007-04-21T22:22:00.001+10:00

considering shifting to LJ for good.
(=

2007-04-19T04:18:00.000+10:00

Suicide on the Train Track.

Yes, this was one of the case that featured in the Straits Time quite a while ago, where this guy committed suicide on the mrt track. watch it!

Willy sent this to me, and it definitely perked me up to stay awake doing my assignments, especially at this unearthly hour.

4:20 am.
wow, sunrise here i come! (:
assignments suck, period.

2007-04-18T00:09:00.000+10:00

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.

They were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

how unpredicatble life can be sometimes. one moment, everything seemed to fall in place just right. the next moment, you feel as though your world comes crumbling down. And true enough, no one person is perfect. I may agree i'd grown to be a stronger person than before, but how long can i contain, we shall see.

what a fulfilling eighteenth birthday with new friendships to start with and a whole new journey to begin. As of april thirteenth, i'll walk down the lane of independence and maturity with just myself and nobody else. Because at the end of the day, i've to fend for myself.

It's just another random night.

(Reply to tags)

YICHING!
yesyes! i love you so much that i know not how to express it into words! lol.

WANNI

Haha! i know i look damn cute. I think i look some bunny or some sorts. =/

VOSH!

hey there! thankyou! (:

PASSERBY
heyy, hmm. I got the red top from Alano in singapore and the black vest's from Jayjays (Australia). haha (:

JUNZHANG
HEY YOUU!!! i nvr double post what! you chicken nehnehpok. I'm seeing you sooooooon! tgt with biggie!

LALA!
Hey dear! Thankyou again! it's okay, there's always my nineteenth birthday to look forward to! ;) Aww, i know you miss singapore and so do i! Only two more months dear, let's be strong and pull through it! We've got each other remember? :D

2007-04-14T10:31:00.000+10:00

Henceforth, let's all tell her...
TING, YOU'RE LEGALLY EIGHTEEN.

I'd finally taken some time off the busy schedule to fit this update into a proper post. Okay, maybe i was just lying about the busy part, because half of the time, i'm just lazy. Ahh. Anyway, just bear with me for a few minutes reading this long post! (:

Ash's housewarming party.

ash, jacq, jun, kerrin, ting, van, zhi.

seven girls. yummy food. exotic furnitures. breathtaking scenery across the city. lazed around. photos & there you go, enjoy!

(I think i look damn cute!! lol.)

(so many girls you can't resist.)

(jacq's sexy butt)

So 513 left for home at say, 10pm and finished up the pile of undone laundry and awaited patiently for fur! ;) Basically, we became his image consultant and decided to give him a change of identity which i thought suited him just right. LOL! I was hell of a happy girl.

Fur's visit.
chris, jacq, ting, zhi.
Ransacked my wardrobe. three outfits. black vest. blue bardot halter. grey tunip. two plums. four sexy ladies.

(WE STILL LOVE YOU FUR!)

Decided to catch Mr Bean's holiday in mc and off we went! It's kinda amazing how much three girls can eat. Unbelievable, but somehow interesting eay! haha. Trust me, we went home and ate more. =/

Mr Bean's Holiday.
jacq, ting, zhi.
fun. laughter. round stomach

(zhi is forever giving me retarded faces.)

(513!)

Left the cinema shortly after the end and rushed home to touch up before meeting emily and celest! It was definitely awesome catching up with seniors of the same school and weird enough, to meet in melbourne. Ha! But nevertheless, we learnt a lot of secrets we never knew. ;)

Metre long pizza.
celest. emily. ting
anticipation. good food. surprises. easter eggs. cookies. secrets unfold. laughter. memories. freddos. long walks. apartment viewing. good old basketball times. love (:

(beloved bball senior.)

Then came 13th April, exactly at 12am, jacq and zhi surprised me with my cake and awfully sweet present! The cake smashing part wasn't fun at all. No zhi no, it wasn't a nice thing to do. haha! But thankyou girls. For everything and even wanting to involve arrow's management team. Lol. Too bad 'justin timberlake' wasn't on duty. Boo!

(NO PICTURES TAKEN.)

Received neverending wishes. Thankyou people! Walked down city to get my baby. ((: So much to tell, yet i don't know where to start. Zhi was such a bad actor! lol. kidding lah. Headed home not long after and found myself caught in 'surprise' with yiching filming my retarded face! haha.

(i swear i had the same flavoured cake three times in a row.)
maybe because... it's my favourite? lol.

My Birthday!
clifton, doreen, jacq, james, sanny, ting, yiching
surprise surprise. presents. drinks. cakes. photos. laughter. touched. fun!

(told you she loves me!)

(best drama buds!)

(best crappy partners!)

(best roomies!)

(loveeeeeee!)

(the little small girl!

(best ex-roomie and rubbish mates!!)

(& ting hereby thank everyone for the effort put in since last week, and especially to jacq, zhi and yiching.)

Everything ended around 6pm and left for pizza with the favourites. ;) This cute little girl came running into my arms like as though i have the phrase, "it's my birthday today! come give me a kiss" on my face. haha. & of which, she did give me a peck on the lips! I love kids!

(and there, pizza on the 'balcony')

Last but not least, i wanna thank yiching for everything!
(she knows best!)

THANK ALL FOR THE WISHES, BE IT MSN, FRIENDSTER, SMS, CALLS, EMAILS.
(i hope i don't miss anyone out!)

mummy. thankyou for making my birthday such a great start by flying over to surprise me.
daddy. thankyou for wishing me happy birthday!
wanni. thankyou for the present, sms and wishes.
weijun. thankyou for the heart.
jhonna. thankyou for the lovely sms and i'll miss you truckies. ):

zhi. thankyou for everything dear! love.
jacq. thankyou for everything dear! love.
jun. thankyou for everything dear! love.
ash. thankyou for everything dear! love.
van. thankyou for everything dear! love.
fur. thankyou for everything! (:
nick. thankyou for everything! (:
yiching. thankyou for everything ex-roomie! LOVEYOU!
sanny. thankyou for everything dear!

alson. thankyou cuzzy!
albert. thankyou! i'm still one day younger, i know.
belinda. thankyou!
cheekiat. thankyou for the birthday song! though you've tried your best in singing. lol
clifton. thankyou lengzai for the party, present, wishes! see you soon!
daniel. thankyou!
darcy. the very first one to wish me happy birthday! thanks dude!
dee. thankyou!
david. thankyou!
dannis. thankyou for the handroses and wishes dude!
dionna. thanks a lot ya!
doreen. thankyou hottie for everything!! loveeee.
emily. thankyou dear!! I really miss hanging out with you already!
fadzli. thankyou for sms-ing me so early in the morning just in time to wish me happy birthday! (:
gikian. thankyou twinnie!! cheese appreciates your humour everynight and the birthday song! Banana rocks!
guo hwee. thankyou for even remembering my birthday!
henrietta. thankyou for the ecard!
hongboon. thankyou for the wishes!
ivan. thankyou!
jiaci. thankyou for the wishes!
josh. thankyou for the wishes dude!! love the video.
james. thankyou buddy!
judith. thankyou for the hugs!
justin. thankyou!
justin(zhss). thankyou!
joey. thankyou!
jinkai. thankyou!
john. thankyou for the wishes yeah!
junzhang. thankyou HANDSOME for the wishes and for not calling me weird names that day!
jinhong. thankyou for the wishes and the really touching email! (:
kerrin. thankyou for the wishes!
kevin. thankyou!
kaisheng. thankyou cuzzy!!
lingyun. thankyou for the neverending birthday wishes sweetie!
leon. thankyou for the wishes and everything that happened! (:
marilyn. thankyou sweetie! much love.
michelle. thankyou dumbdumb for the really sweet email!
mingyang. thankyou!
myra. thankyou!
nicole. thankyou sweetie!
nura. thankyou for remembering my birthday and wishing me at 12am on the dot! :)
pong. thankyou for making these few nights so not-boring for me! & the chocolates! ;)
queena. thankyou dear! really sweet.
rachel. thankyou!
ruqing. thankyou cuzzy! (:
ruyang. thankyou cuzzy!
steph. thankyou for the wishes babe!
siewting. thankyou! and stop being jealous. lol
sasha. thankyou!
siewhoon. thankyou sweetie.!
ulric. thankyou!
weijie. thankyou cuzzy!
yonghao. thankyou!
yilyn. thankyou!
yukina. thankyou!
yiteng. thankyou for the wishes!
zhitao. thankyou for being so nice and i'm honoured. ;)
zhengyan. thankyou stupid! lol.
zhiyuan. thankyou buddy!! for the sweet email and everything else before! ;)

I'm a happy and lucky girl. :D

2007-04-10T23:17:00.000+10:00

TEN things i did within these two days.

1. Accompanied mummy down city to do last minute shopping.
2. Sent mummy off ):
3. Shopping with 513!
4. Grey's anatomy.
5. Ash's housewarming.
6. My early birthday cake.
7. EXCITING CROSS-DRESSING SESSION FOR FURRRR!
8. LAUNDRY after asdfghjkl years.
9. Mr. Bean's holiday at mc.
10. Dinner with celest & emily!!

I'm tired after one full day of activities, so here are the main highlights with the rest to be uploaded tomorrow! All in all, i've had heaps of fun and i've got a lot to tell! ;)

With lots of love,
ting!

(ash's housewarming)

(we miss you fur!!)

(at the movies!)

(dearest emily!)

Okay bye! More to come...

Reply to tags:

JACQ!
haha! yes i know i know! We're twins and we're both gorgeous! lol. okay, no, i was just kidding! But i quite agree with your compliment for me though. ;)

JUSTIN
hey! Secondary four, what easy life do you expect? haha! Press on yeah?

YICHING!
Omgosh! tell me about it. I couldn't believe my eyes when i saw mummy sitting at the couch waiting for me to pick her up okay! But yeah, i thought it was kinda sweet!

WANNI
Haha! It wasn't a very clever thing to do. =/ It's okay! We all learn from mistakes. (:

JOSH!!
Hey dear! Things are going fine for me, how bout yourself! & the rest? aiyah, i've been quite a busy girl these few days! haha. Update me on things happening back home!! Missed. (:

2007-04-08T22:34:00.000+10:00

I shall just pick up a short update before i leave to cook, eat and the usual bitching session with my dearest housemates! (:

Before everything else,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!! ((:
MUCH LOVE.

Attended easter service at cross culture this morning and boy, the songs were good. But other than that, the sharing was kind of a little disappointing. Anyway, we zoomed chinatown afterwards and back to mc to meet mummy. bought two boxes of Krispy Kreme and yay to the little kids at home. (:

I'm so sorry James, for not being able to make it and i hope you've had a great big birthday bash! I miss all of you already. ): Let's meet up soon!

I'm so sorry Fur! for not being able to make it for the dinner too.. Mummy's here you see. lol. BUT i'm gonna see you on monday! How exciting is that! We can all bunk in the cosy homely room.. You can sleep on the floor. ;)

I'm so sorry EMMA! for the last minute backout. Same reason, and i'll look forward to meeting you next week! yay. I love i love you! Don't you just love the song i sang for you the other day? lol!

Ohgosh, now i feel so bad for missing out on so many activities this weekend! But i guess mummy comes above everything else. No mummy = no homecook food, no shopping, no naggings. She just cooked us a big pot of i-don't-know what's that called. I miss i miss homecooked food! ):

Okay, i'm just gonna scoot off here and leave everyone a beautiful song to admire. (:

ABOVE ALL

Above all powers
Above all kings
Above all nature
And all created things
Above all wisdom
And all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms
above all thrones
Above all wonders
The world has ever known
Above all wealth
And treasures of the Earth
Theres' no way to measure
What You're worth

*Chorus*
Crucified Laid behind the stone
You lived to die Rejected and alone
Like the rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

Bye!

2007-04-07T22:17:00.000+10:00

SURPRISE SURPRISE!

I've actually got lines of activities packed this weekend, but along came a pleasant surprise that caught me speechless and oh-so-excited! My eventful 18th birthday surprise. Yes i know i know, it's still kind of early, but yes! Mummy flew over yesterday morning and gave me a terrible shock. Haha! In fact, 513 sprung out of bed when mummy buzzed our apartment.

Ahh, i'll update when she's home or something! I'm a busy busy girl at the moment.
But i feel loved. ((:

ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!
&& WELCOME BACK TO MELB FUR!

That's my mum for you.

Ps: I still can't believe 513 woke up at 10am on a friday morning to do spring cleaning! And the house is like omg, SPICK AND SPAN! ;)

Tag Replies:

LALA!
Hey dear! yeah, i will take care, no worries yah? yes! i love the phone colour & design as well! Arrived in Singapore already yes? Oh and my mom bought ha-via-nas todayyy. lol!

JUSTIN
Haha! I'm fine yeah? how bout you! and yes, it's okayyy. I'm fat!

LA!
I know right! I still can't believe i fell for it still. Lol! We've got like a reallly clean apartment now!

YICHING!
Hello hello! EX-ROOMIEEEEEEEE! Hahaha! I think we're the most nonsensical people in Trinity can! What rubbish also can make sound out of it. HAHA!

CK!
hey musculeeeee dude! (HAHAHA!) i'm sorry. I just had to call you that. crazy ah! I'll be going back in June what! eh, people busy shopping can! lol. i miss you too hunk!

RUIXI!
HEY! rare visiter! lol. i think zhi & i are just tooooo bored, that's why! But it's meant to be funny because we're acting retarded.. Gee! ;)

2007-04-04T18:56:00.000+10:00

Arrows suck.
I'll only be fine with it if they would kindly restore my connection back. Urgh! It's damn annoying to live without internet and especially when i need activities to destress or rather, kill boredom. I hate it.

I'm finally done with my last piece of assignment due this afternoon and there! i'm free for a while. Feels good to just rot at home and worry about nothing close to schoolwork. But of course i won't be free for long, given the task of site visits, powerpoint presentations, essays, structure models and designed postcards all dued the week after easter break. I mean i like it in uni here, but it's not funny when heaps and heaps of assignments seems neverending. Damn i feel the sudden adrenaline rush! ):

I reckon Ballieu's my second home now like how I've been devoting three-quarters of my time in the library doing research, readings, essays, assignments, projects and stealing the internet. haha! I'm gonna take a deserving break during the weekends and party like crazy before the mad-work-rush begins. Seriously, holiday means no holiday for me. As contradicting as it may sound, it's true how uni kills people like me with work. I miss trinity can!

(I can see zhi and jacq going "YAH! i miss trinity lah. uni whole day study study study, no break one!")
HAHA.

On a lighter note, i'm free for the rest of the week in the sense that no classes for me anymore. So yay! Encountered something really funny just a few moments ago. Pong and i were studying in the Giblin section of ballieu yesterday and today, i was with jacq at the exact same spot w/o knowing that pong was just a table opposite us. And i bet we'll never know if not for msn. Funny!

Finally met up for a discussion with Simon and kudos to the both of us! Great team, great presentation to come. Gee, angmohs are not that difficult to communicate afterall huh. I swear wednesdays are such a meet-trinity-people day! Just on the way home with a swift detour from union house, i met sanny, MY EYE CANDY!!, tashia, jason, kim, pong, bryan and a few other familiar faces.

The egg is seriously annoying. He always call at the wrong timing and when i'm in the wrong place to pick up a call. FYI, he calls because he wants to annoy me. But it's okay! i take revenge in the wee hours when he's tired and almost falling asleep. (: But aiyah, if not for his annoyance that made me feel a little better during these few days, i'll be beaten handsdown by misery. Thankyoumyfrienddddddd!

Honestly, i still feel quite disturbed and affected by some unspoken thoughts. Hmm, say i'll think 'bout it every now and then and feel absolutely crappy after that. I have no idea why, or maybe because things are not as simple as you think like taking a few step backwards can vaguely show your true feelings. I'm lost.

.
.
.

I think this is probably one of the very written posts without photos. Ohwell!

It's mine, baby. (:

2007-04-01T17:56:00.000+10:00

This is what we'll do when ultimate boredom strikes. No more assignments to rush in the weekend, no more whatsoever to worry about. This is what i call... LIFE! (((: I get to go out as much as i want. I get to do what i like. I get to meet as many people as possible. I get to live a life of excitement and adventures!

Or say perhaps it was just a way of immuning myself from feeling lost all over again.

Let kohzhimin & myself bring you into the world of webcamming!

(double jointed hands!)

"I am happy because i'm controlling kohzhimin's computer on my computer!"

"Look how happy kohzhimin is whilst sms-ing jk"

"I'll eat you up, i'd say!"

"Bang bang.. you shot me down... Bang bang"

"uhhhh.."

"Stupid kohzhimin! i'm not that heavy!"

Don't you think we look like TWINS?!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

why sad zhi? why!

???

let's take a peeeeeeeeep shall we!

HAHAHHAHA!

The connecting face.

Okay, so there you go. That's for amusing you guys and hopefully it'll trigger you to laugh a little if you've had a bad day! Label us dumb/retarded/lame/whatever as long as it makes you feel better. I know i feel a little better.. (:

Then came marketing day in vic mart! Jacqapore was supposed to come along toooo, but boyfriend's more important lah huh! So kohzhimin & i set off to market feeling good about our flat tummies and going about faking an angmoh slength. -.-

Statue of KFC.

Ready, and set to go!

I was contemplating whether of not to upload these pictures because our clothes are left hanging everywhere!

So then we filled our fridge with heaps of food and off to QV to fill our hungry stomachs! It's amazing how we'd managed to survive two days w/o food. Like seriously NO FOOD for two days! All thanks to assignements after assignments.

Our original plan was to attend planetshakers with dawn, sherman and jeremy today. But i think i ate something wrong this morning and ended up throwing up whatever that's left in my stomach. Bad bad stomach flu and it had to happen along the streets. So then i went shopping around collins street and basically just city itself. Spent quite a bit but most of the things bought were NOT FOR MYSELF! Didn't had the intention to shop for myself, so lucky friends whom i got things for! (:

(look! cute little furry bedroom slippers!)

Why am i still not that happy?
Why ting why!

2007-03-31T12:27:00.000+10:00

i thought ching's analogy on ass&kiss were damn funny! The whole conversation was in fact ridiculous, yet it made me laugh so hard. Thanks dear! For everything since last year, and cracking jokes just to see me smile again. I miss calling you roomieeeeee, ex-roomie! ;)

Hmm, i think i ought to thank the egg too. For sacrificing your sleeping time to hear me rant, even if it's just for a while. Don't call next time lah! Save moneyyy. Anyhow, thankyou friend!

March is almost coming to an end. Too fast too furious, i would say. Eight more months to cover, and there you go, a year gone just like that. How 2007 will turn out for me, let's just give it another nine more months and i'll tell you if my life's been good. 2006 didn't end well for me, but at least it gave me the best year of happiness and memories. Anticipate ting, anticipate. (:

I have this huge urge of closing blogspot and just keep LJ. Keeping a dosage of my life in a locked journal works fine for me. It's only accessible to a few close friends unless i unlock the posts lah of course. But then again, i'll be so anti-social if i do that! Like i know how singapore will miss me. heh` I'll give it some thoughts nonetheless.

Finally a relatively easy weekend for me with no more dued assignments for now. But because of the late nights rush and ridiculous sleeping hours, my bio-clock is pretty much screwed. I'll sleep at 5am everyday and who knows what time i'll wake up. This is bad!

OHNO, i think i'm catching a cold. That's why i say, i hate rainy days and especially when it happens when i'm walking on the streets! I don't have the habit of bringing an umbrella wherever i go, so please don't fail me. yay.

PS: Sorry for making many worry the past few nights. I can manage myself, so don't worry because ting is stronger than before! (: Let's just say, i'm trying not-to-be-dependant on anyone but myself now. At the end of the day, i still have to fend for myself, so praise me for being sensible! LOL. (oops!)

This shall be my inspirational motivation for the year.

YAY! CHIRPY TING IS BACK TO BRING JOY AND LAUGHTER TO MANY AGAIN! YAY!

Reply to tags:

LA!
yesyes, the decision tree was so funny! So i decided to share it with everyone. I think it's damn cute, and what a sweet thing to do at say... 4am in the morning? ;)

HONGS!
Hey there! haha. Why does everyone say i don't look annoyed there! I do! I've tried my best though. lol. Anyway, how are you doing? I miss all of you too yeah! You still owe me my big big thing, rmb?

LALA!
Hey dear! You know i actually had the intention to use this for my LJ, but somehow it doesn't work. So... lol! I realised the links were gone until you reminded me. Hurry come back okayyyy. We need to go out!

JUSTIN
haha hey! See, it ain't much of a trouble to just put your name down, isn't it? (:

2007-03-30T21:54:00.000+10:00

You know how life is never fair and people always grumble though they're perfectly aware of it?

Okay, say define people.
People = Me.

Maybe i'm just a spoilt brat who has almost everything provided for her and yet she doesn't feel at least appreciative. Be it family, friends, relationship, studies, whatever. I can't seem to kick off the habit of taking things for granted. And honestly, i hate it.

There’s this huge encumber hindering every word of my thoughts. I'm hanging by a thread, hoping for rainbow after sunshine. Here i am, sulking at every bad thing that happened and out there is the beautiful world, seeking for a smile on my face with showered blessings. I should stop this annoying self and revert the chirpy one back. Like HELOOOOOOOOOO! or HIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! (:

(I do feel a little better doing that though)
right.

I'm not sure. Everything is so hypothetical now. I can't seem to focus.
I hope things do get better, like i'd always believe that God will guide me through.

- Show me the light, and i'll promise to walk the path with you.

2007-03-28T02:05:00.000+10:00

BITCHY-MOOD.

I AM ANNOYED.
IF YOU THINK I'M ANNOYED WITH YOU, THEN YES IT'S YOU.
SO DON'T BOTHER FIGURING.
ARGH!
BYE!

Reply to Tags:

LALA!

I just realised we don't have photos together too! We so have to take photos with those identical bangs! That's be kind of cool. haha. omg yesyes please. Dress up day sounds fun! BUT you're going back in april lalaaaaaa. That's bad. )=

FUZZ!

hey there! wah. so you specially took time off to visit me here meh? lol! sorryyyy lah. You already knew i'm just a 'visitor' in singapore! Happy? err, okay lah. OKAY HURRY go for your class!

DOREEN!
heyy my dearrrr! Hahahahha! i still remember i'd to wait for the KING and QUEEN to arrive everytime lah! But it's okay lah. We still had fun, didn't we? Don't you miss it! )))))):

LA!
hahahahha! I think IT is damn funny! I'm almost done with my essays I HOPE. But i still have projects and other assignments. boooo. I know i'm always cute right! gee` How are you doing upstairs?

2007-03-25T00:51:00.000+11:00

Can i just say that Eggolas ROCKS!! If you don't know why i said that, don't bother asking. I think only jacq, zhi, ash, jun, lala, & the boy will probably know why. (haha!) Go check it out guys. It's kinda exciting now..

Okay so anyway, i'm not here to rant and flair about anything interesting because there's none at the moment. Finally saw the talkative side of David, had a pretty nice dinner out with the girls and j's boy though our night market plans were ruined by the pouring rain. Ahh.

Let's just say, I miss drama truckloads. )=
No more drama meetings.
No more dinners after rehearsals.
No more LAUGHING at stupid acting skills.
No more brainstorming.
No more interesting gossips to share.
No more fun loving people to talk to.
No more late night acting and ice-cream sessions.
No more waiting for doreen to arrive.
No more 'flirting' with clifton as a mistress.
No more 'shush-ing' james for being annoying.

WAIT. I miss DARWIN too! That boy must have forgotten all about us!
&& GIULIA! )):
Those were the days man.

BF(s)F!
(Doreen looks so funny! I MISS HERRRRRR!)

(still as annoying as ever! Haha! kidding)

(Thanks for the treat dude! LUNCH someday! deal.)

To the egg: Everything will fall into place, somehow, someday. Believe in faith and we'll all be there for you like always! I know you'll be fine, because you taught me how to grow stronger as a person. Thanks for all the laughter tonight! It's DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN FUNNY! hahahahaha! "Bang bang bang my bangs!" Okay, inside joke. But anyhow, please cheer up okay? (=

& BABY: don't fall sick! ): LOVES!

2007-03-22T01:48:00.000+11:00

FAT TEST SUCK.

Ohmygosh. I just recovered from slight shock disorder a few minutes ago. I swear the Online Feedback and Assessment Test gave me creeps about microeconomics though it's supposedly easy to comprehend. So like i totally screwed up the last question and the time is stressing me out! Only 2 minutes to solve a mathematical question, how nice. =/ Ahhhh whatever.

So anyway, this week was filled with assignments, drawings, designings, tests and basically nothing interesting. Practically spent my whole afternoon rotting my ass off in front of the computer, trying to squeeze out information to write about Moreland. (My Local Government Area sucks lah) But I still got the essay done in the end anyway.

I'm glad things turned out way better than what i'd expected. It's nice to hear from you after so long and knowing that you're doing fine just makes me feel better. Honestly, i was really happy to have you back as a friend whom i can sprout nonsense to, confide in, care for and talk about anything under the sun. Thank you.. I thank you for brightening up my day just when i needed a friend to talk to. You know who you are. (=

- The egg living in xiao lu sideland.

My dear boy is freaking ano! He gyms at least twice a day and eats nothing but chocolates. He feels fat everyday when he's not. He's a caffeine craze. He sleeps like a pig and spend most of his free time 'falling' asleep. He looks damn cute trying to do the hula hoop. And now, he's probably mugging for m&c so that i can go over later. Anyhow, the boy is sweet and everyone acknowledges it as a fact (= Don't you think he looks better with longer hair?

And there you go, old photos!

&& I'm in desperate need to go shopping!

Okay bye!

2007-03-17T02:12:00.000+11:00

TGIF.

It's been a pretty long friday, as usual. CT1A was all about discussion and i must say, this tutorial class is the one i'm most comfortable with. I've got assignments due April 20 and it's time i work on it now!

After school was back to Palmerston with kohzhimin. (= Strolling along the once-familiar routes felt so good all of a sudden. Like hey! i remember walking along this street after school and go, "eheh! Hurry go Ottoto buy sushi. Got halfprice!" or "eheh! go safeway buy junkies leh" lol. It all just felt like yesterday...

Okay, so the bottomline is, I MISS PALMERSTON! )=
i really do.

So anyway, today's a good day for jacq. I came home to find myself cooking my forte dish for the one very special guest. Dinner was good for me because... I'm hungry. Dinner was good for zhi because... She's a glutton. Dinner was good for jacq because... of the COMPANY. yes jacq?

After dinner was this retarded MTV zhi&i filmed in our cosy little basement of our apartment. (HAHA!) Trust me, it's a really good way to pass time. AND because of kohzhimin laughing at almost all the filming, we had quite a fair bit of NGs! haha.

(it's an emo-night for the both of us) okay rubbish.

Music & Lyrics has really good tracks! (=
i know many go for "Way back into love", but i choose "Don't write me off".
&& HALEY BENNET IS HOT!

okay, MTV to be uploaded the next time round. (:
loves!

-i'll be there for you till the end baby.

2007-03-11T03:53:00.000+11:00

Moomba Water Festival 2007; A blast, a hell night of rides, laughter, atmosphere and of course, lovely fireworks! Seriously, i wouldn't mind visiting yarra everyday, provided they yank down the cost of the rides. Ohwell, it's pretty much similar to the ones i rode in Royal Melbourne Show last year though.

The day started off with a late 'picnic' at jun's place where food was awesome and companies were great! (: We should do that more often!

(pictures from lala's camera!)

Aren't they lovely! This is one thing you'll never get to see in singapore. I shall upload the video soon! (For the benefit of LALA who was supposed to come with us too........)

zhi+jun / jun&i

jacqapore + zhi / jacqapore + kerrin!

leon & i (=

&& everyone else!

Later in the night, we moved on to Crowns for the Ferrari Exhibition that launched vintage - modernized ferraris. Honestly, they were dead gorgeous!.

I swear i'm addicted to online shopping of late! My jewels are expanding by the day. But who can resist the temptation when it comes to really PRETTYYY necklaces/earrings/charm bracelets right! In 2 occations, i bought four items from COCOQUETTES. (: Go check out the website! I love them all.

These two just go together really well. :D

2007-03-09T21:13:00.000+11:00

Mygod. It's amazing how time flies. Finally i've got the time to catch my breath and keep in contact with the world out there! How's everyone coming along..? It's a long long friday in school for me. But Constuction Techonology 1A Workshop wasn't that bad afterall! Team rock. Had to build a structure as high as possible using small wooden blocks and it must be able to contain one tennis ball without toppling. Fun? Definitely! Our structure was about 1.8m tall. Like yes, taller than me!

Ahh, this whole week was kind of a rush and slap me! It's only the second week and i skipped two microeconomic lectures! (= But since i can actually use ILECTURE into good use, why not right! I'd rather attend the lecture at home with the comfort of my bed, laptop, aircon and food! ;]

Been cooking for the house and at the same time, pampered with yummy dinner by leon. I swear gaining weight is just a matter of time. But of course, he makes me happy! (=

* Where confusions collide, it makes the world seemingly bitchy. Ohwell, since i can't push time, let time tell then. It makes life a hell lot happier w/o having to think about it. Possible? I'll try, but who knows! At least i know who to fall back on when it really happens.

Singapore Student Society BBQ night at RMIT!
(Look at Sherman's face!)

Then we have adorable JACQ dancing to ciara's choreography of 'get up'! It's damn cute. (SORRY JACQQQQQQQQQQ)

A moment captured and remembered deeply within.
The promise then.

Lovely, but poisonous.

2007-03-04T13:55:00.000+11:00

I think i should just do a weekly update instead because upon realisation, i don't exactly have much time to blog about my daily routine. That's not my main purpose of a blog anyway!

So how has everyone been? Developing school-withdrawing syndromes because chinese new year is ending.. or celebrating because school's finally starting again! ohwell, i kind of dread lectures now, but then again, university should be fun i guess! ;)

In just a week, so many things happened. Good or bad, it doesn't really matter. In fact, i've learnt a huge deal from the very one thing that i feel i will regret. I still hold on hopes nonetheless. && to think i thought everything was finally over, it wasn't. It's not easy i guess, at least not for me.

On a lighter note, i gave BIBA a shot on coming out with a new hairstyle for me a few days back. I wouldn't say it's bad.. it just gave me a younger look, of which i don't really fancy the word younger. Haha. But it aint that bad, i'll just have to deal with it and force it to grow QUICKLY before i die of embarrassment!

Arrow's Orientation was roughly four days back with lame games and really bad food. =/ Okay i'm so mean, but it's true! Anyhow, i'll keep it short here and let the pictures tell!

zhifeng/ the receptionist! (i swear he looks like justin timberlake!)

connie, san san's friend in trinity!

pretty myra/513!

leonniee and the two.

Ok my fringe sucks, I KNOW! )):

Okay byee! I'll update soooooooooon.

2007-02-26T20:15:00.000+11:00

250207. ((:

First day of uni - it wasn't anything fantastic or exciting. Just plain boring. I can't believe i sat through four hours of torturing lectures that weren't even elaborately spread out through the afternoon! Mygod. But anyhow, It's still manageable with friends around. =)

It's just weird how fate appears in our lives. It could have happened two months ago, but just when you thought it wasn't possible anymore, it happened. I'm glad, i'm blessed, i'm loved. What else can you beat that with! Haha!

MY HOUSEMATES ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE MEEEEEEEEE RIGHT? They get a hot guy in the house with heavely food to make them grow fattttt ! ;)

A few days back on a trip down crowns with lovely cakes and drinks to go with.!

hey baby, i miss you already.. <3>
how now sweet?

TAG REPLIES:

YICHING! eheh like that then fun mah! Take photos in a place where no one ever thought of it! ;) Cool huh.

JOSH! I knowwwwww, it's so weird not having you guys around when i feel like eating lollis too! Like i miss your stupid joke about it lah! )))=

SOMEBODY. haha, okay, thanks!

LALA! yupp! i love this song tooo! Yeah, it was nice seeing you again and definitely nice talking to you the whole afternoon! ((= The good old days yes? We'll go out soon before the uni term really starts! ;)

ZHI! the stars are niceee, the company's GREAT! KPO lah you! lol. & I DID BRUSH TEETH OKAY! you should thank me for asking him over to help you okayyyyy!

JACQ! it's okay! we still love you jacq! & don't listen to kohzhimin's rubbish! :P

2007-02-24T11:11:00.000+11:00

I can't help it but to publish this video out loud! (HAHAHAHA!) Presenting to you, my beloved room mate, Zerinne! ;)

These two days had been good, really good! Victoria Market + Hot guy = Perfect! lol. I woke up with a mess on the floor, and practically sprung out of bed when he clock showed 8:20am. I was supposed to meet leon at 7:30, not an hour later than that! =/ But anyhow, we left for marketing soon after and okay so thanks to him, i discovered a new side of vic mart. haha!

JACQ MY LOVEEEEEEE, you got zhi&i so worried! Don't do that next time okay! We'll just die of heart attack! But we still love you and our late night suppers/dance/singing sessions! gee.

Back home at around 10 and rushed to trinity college for some random procedures for the non-resident student program. Then, a short walk to Melbourne University with the girls to confirm my enrolment and had finally gotten my ID card. blahblahblah....

Dinner was simply heart-warming with pasta and clams. (=

Last minute Crowns with my five favourite girls. Kind of crazy to dress up really nice and head down crowns in the middle of the night! lol. Greco has really nice cakes and i totally regretted getting gin martini. My god! Though my night was pretty ruined by the drink, it was still good with the companies of ash/jun/kerrin/jacq/zhi! && of course, the busy phone made me smile everytime it read, "one new sms received" :DD

Okay, more updates soon when LAURAYEOWYIJUN sends me the photos! Till then, take care people!

2007-02-22T09:03:00.000+11:00

I know i haven't updated in ages! This week was all about attending boring introductory orientation to university life, blending in with the locals, RETAIL and basically getting to know more people! I can't believe i'm starting uni so soon and i don't even know if i'm ready for it! =/ But i'll pull through it.. somehow. ;)

It's freaking sales EVERYWHERE in city! omg. five-one-three practically went crazy these two days, shopping for clothes, accessories, food and more clothes! Within these two days, i bought 4 pretty dresses, 6 tops, 1 red shorts, 2 satin fbt (look-alike), 3 necklaces, 1 glossy lippy, anna sui perfume (dolly girl) anda pair of earrings. All in total, around A$150. (OMG, like drop dead cheap!)

Last night was spent taking photos in the state library then headed to the twin's room eating, talking, laughing, singing, dancing, drinking. They seriously have the coolest parents! Then the night went on with interesting/exciting conversation.! =))))))))))) omg. I swear my heart skipped a beat for a second. gee!

So i slept at 4 last night and had to wake up at 6:30 this morning to head down the gym. We sure had a rather difficult time waking leon up from bed. =/ Then was an hour and a half session of gym and home! And there you go, i see kohzhimin sleeping with her blanket all curled up and surprisingly she wasn't snoring! Hmmm... (LOL)

five-one-three.

Steamboat!

513 + twins at state lib.

tell me i look erm, intellectual! LOLLLL. / the twins!

This is how kohzhimin is like when she's watching the television. CLASSIC FACE i tell you!

Okay, it's time to catch a short nap and it's enrolment day! GOOD DAY MATE! :P

2007-02-17T16:40:00.000+11:00

Finally finally, a decent day off from all the labour work, unpacking, complaints, setting up, groceries shopping and what's not! I swear i almost died carrying close to a hundred bucks worth of groceries and housewares back home these two days. Safeway and Big W is definitely not exactly near arrows! But but, i'm proud to say, the apartment is now alive and bustling with people, laughter, bondings and whats not! (:

The kitchen is now fully furnished with the refrigerator filled with meat/veg/fruits/chocolates/sweets/cheese/milk/butter/ham/sausages/juice/cans/junk and whatever.
The living room has now breakfast on the go!
The balcony is equipped with mops, brooms, hangers and trolleys!
The bathroom smells good and classy.
My side of the bedroom is neat, clean, organized and pretty! Hell yeah! :D

Busy busy catching up with friends online, selling books to the juniors in arrows and meeting new people in the next year to come! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE! (Webcamming is nothing but fun!)

zhi&i at B&Js since a long time ago!

513 at vivo!

Last day in VE. ):
I kindof miss quite a few of them and i was pretty touched when they even bothered to sms me and call me down for last dinner with them. In fact, within this short three weeks with them, we'd grown to bond together quite nicely! (: Dinner was great, and saying goodbye was not easy.
Rush&i! / Hongboon the tall-ie & youtube fanatic!

Thankyou mr. yiming for his time off to bring me out for dinner at this rabbit restaurant at boat quay! (: I'll never forget his lame jokes/laughter and horny self at dinner/office! (HAHA!) My new found penpal and he'd better reply my mails! ;)

Thankyou mr. shatish for his damn annoying sms-es and for admitting HE MISSES ME like a lot. I know he misses someone to argue with him over sms, msn, office or coffee! lol. But yupp, he's one valuable friend not to be forgotten! (YOU STILL LOOK LIKE 25, period!)

Thankyou mr. charles for his really nice sms just before i depart singapore! He misses me, i know that. Lol. Will never forget how he showed me his dance steps when 'buttons' played over the broadcast! hahhahaha! :D

Sweekoon playing the piano for me as a farewell gift! Sweet eh!
MY BELOVED SENIORS unite at the airport! 6 years of friendship and counting... They're the best seniors i can ever find! Aren'ts you guys honoured! :p

Potluck dinner yesterday with the rest of the girls at laura's place. Fun! (:

Quick update of the basement of my apartment!

The many shoes and t-shirts/belts!

Okay, yes i changed my comforter.

I love my tableeee side!

amazing-soon-to-explode wardrobe! =/

Pweety pinkish side table! (:

AND AFTER 3 DAYS, KOHZHIMIN'S SIDE OF THE ROOM IS STILL AS MESSY AS EVER!!!

okay, bye!

2007-02-16T02:31:00.000+11:00

i swear i'd lost weight over unpacking all these nonsense into the apartment.
LIKE O.M.G PLEASE, i never knew i had so much rubbish! Unpacking was hell, and time seemed to pass extremely fast. Okay, more to come after i've finally settled in here and there! :D

MELBOURNE!

2007-02-13T03:22:00.000+11:00

It's byebye singapore & hello melbourne in less than 24 hours. Student visa is finally finalized this morning after kicking a big fuss to the Australia High Commission & IDP. So yay, i can travel as scheduled on the 13th. (:

I swear my days are packed like sardines this whole week. It's meetings after appointments after dates. omg, my ez-link ard sure ate up a lump sum of about $150 these two months! I could use those money to buy like 6-7 pairs of heels! =/

I was practically running/rushing from place to place today/tomorrow. Australian High Commission to IDP to The Cathay to City Hall to Raffles Place to Yio Chu Kang to Raffles place to Boat Quay and back to Yio Chu Kang. Zhi, Swee Koon, Josh, Home, Fadzil, Mr. Yiming & Home. (TIRED but way exciting!) :D

I've got photos to upload, but aiyah, kindof lazy at the moment! :P
(I HOPE MY LUGGAGE'S NOT OVERWEIGHT!!) if it does, i still don't regret buying 11 pairs of heels + the many bags & clothes. haha! ;)

2007-02-08T01:40:00.000+11:00

Sorry for the long wait people! This will be a fanatic long post & i'll appreciate it if you were to scroll down up to get the chronological sequence right! ENJOY!

BLUE RHINO/BLUE MARLIN BBQ NIGHT

day: 4th February 2007, Sunday
venue: The Caribbean Condominium

The night was lovely with work left aside & party-ed hard! I saw the fun side of many people & camwhored like crazy! Food was taken care of by the guys and all i did was to stand & wait for food on my plate. GEEE! Played basketball barefooted and got ground burnt at the sole of my right foot. That sucked a little, i know! Imagine having to limp around and not able to swim because of one stupid injury! -.- But anyhow, i did enjoy myself to the fullest!

zhitao/swee koon/siying

"The Family Portrait"

zhitao/fadzil & crystal!

the 'intensive' glare! / sweekoon & mr jeremy!

we were supposed to act surprised! lol. / jacky!

swee koon imitating shin chan! / that's us (:

my uplines! :D / mr. eric acting cuteeee & mr. yiming grinning from ear to ear!

wehhh! / mr yiming's kind of forced to take this stupid shot! (HAHA!)

hong boon!! / mr. shatish & i don't know what's up with his beanie in such a hot day!

the 'macho' guys!

mr. yiming trying to be funny! lol.

& of course, mr. charles! :D

LAURA'S BIRTHDAY PARTY

day: 3rd February 2007, Saturday
venue: Laura's place.

O.M.G. I swear i had the busiest weekend ever! We checked out of the hotel the next morning & left for individual activities & only to find ourselves meeting each other again hours later at laura's party! (HAHA!) Had a great time eating, catching up with the baldies & met the greenshirtguy! lalala. Laura's nineteenth and counting! :P Left the party ard 10 plus & met up with dannis at the bus stop. Dude! thankyou so much for everything that you'd done that night. My day started off good, and ended off better. (:

BALDIES & BEAUTIES (:

HAHAHA

513 + 2 !

LAURA'S SURPRISE PARTY (513+2)
day: 2nd February 2007, Friday
venue: Hotel Intercontinental

HEH! what more can i ask for with a splendid night spent with four other captivating ladies yes? The night was just amazing with drinks, dance, retail, talks, walks and whats not. && oh, i bet laura was caught in surprise with the walk in video & a sinful chocolate cheese cake! geee. By the time we got back to the hotel from cityhall, it was like 4 am in the morning. BOYY, longest night ever but then again, the company is all that matters! :D Of course, i wouldn't mind repeating myself again, "I LOVE THE GIRLS (:"

laura/ash/zhi & I !

omg. i swear the weighing machine is flattering! it says "34.7 kg" Bullshit. haha!

girls in heels at padang at freaking 2am. /daybed!

ash & i at daybed.

the champagne popped with two fatties! :P

LOVEE.

LAURA'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE PREPARATION

day: 27th January 2007, Saturday.

venue: ash's place.

Had a really awful time trying to locate ash's place amongst katong, therefore i was incredibly late. (HAHA!) The surprise video progressed well & definitely a success! bet laura's touched by now. A video featuring laura's typical day. OMG, i think we're such great actresses! lol. Nevertheless, we had a solid fun afternoon together yeah! :D

Tell us we look cute! ;)

GOSH, it took me nearly an hour! There's actually more photos to come, but i think that should be enough for now! :D Gotta rest and replenish my beauty sleep for more activities to come tomorrow! SHOPPING ANYONE? heh! (JACQ&ZHI! tomorrow's gonna be a better day alright!)

REPLIES:

SOMEONE; errr, i've no idea who you are! seriously.

JACQ!! yesyes! the greenshirtguy. i'll say it's coincidence! ;) but hey noooo i don't have interesting stories lah. :P six more days to melbourne. aren't you like excited! geee! you're not ugly my dear! ;)

ZHI!! lalala. oKAYLA! hahahha! don't fret anymore okay dear! :D aunt agony is always here for you, anytime! ;) & omgosh, i love shopping with you! There's definitely more to comeeeeeee........

LAURA!! no problem girlfriend! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! you're 19 already.. heh! Hope you've enjoyed yourself last weekend & more weekends with us! :D:D

LINGQI: heyyy there! i update already luh! FOR YOUR SAKE, i'm always blogging for YOUR SAKE!!

MARILYN: hey hello!! i hope everything's going on fine on your side yah? say hi to michelle too!

2007-02-07T03:43:00.000+11:00

(ripped off ash's cause i'm too lazy to regurgitate what happened over the week! i know ash WOULDNT mind!)

We had Laura's surprise last week, where she got caught on film being all boring and unemotional while watching the video we painstakingly put together for her at my house. Where Zhi and Ting were horribly late because of the 'uluness' of Katong, and Jacq tricking Zhi into thinking Baileys was Milo with milk. The whole borrowing of the one and only lovely black and gold jacket, which is now new skin. Therefore causing much displeasure from the owner.

So anyway it was all exciting! The preparation, the anticipation, and the carrying out of operation Laura. Champagne and corona were taken in together with cheap hawker food at intercontinental, as well as random photos piling us up on the king size bed and giant bathrobes.

Went out at night again to drink and party, where we encountered some coincidental 'fate' moments, where Zhi and Jacq got high, where we walked (!!!) and exhausted all our finances. Got back to the hotel, washed of all smoke......

except smoke off Zhi's denim skirt, (we shan't go into that)

slept till we had to check out, all tired and dazed from the day+night before. Got home happy and satisfied because the video was a major success, Laura was happy, cake+champagne go too well together, and the night was all swell.

Okay cool. There were like heaps of photos taken, but all in a word, it explains all: LAZY. (HAHA!) Prolly blog more bout the week like say tomorrow? Take care folks! :D

2007-01-30T01:40:00.000+11:00

~~MONDAY BLUES~~

I'm so glad i do not fall under the category of suffering from monday blues, because today was well-spent with dearest koh & as well as a day off from work! ((: After my medical check-up was a sumptuous meal at Swensons before shopping around town. I'm so deprived from shopping these two weeks!

& OH. MY DEAREST ACTUALLY SUGGESTED : TAKING NEOPRINTS!!

like o.m.g. This is just unbelievable! Hahahhahaa. Neoprints don't sound fascinating or such a wow-thing to me now. I believe we'd all outgrown that trend right huh koh! :p

So now, let the 'neoprints' talk! :D

Old photos from AGS that i'd managed to dig out!

Lunch at swensons!

LOL !

We were plain bored lah huh.

See, girls never seem to have enough of themselves. (HAHA)

Right. So then we attended the Melbourne Uni Pre-departure talk at Hilton Hotel on saturday & boy was i surprised to meet TZE there!! :D:D

Later on was shopping with DEAREST in town & off to work for like a few hours & down town again to meetjacq for a drink or two! :D Of which we had our usual dose of catching up !

we had the sudden crave for cakes! & so we went to coffee club for their muddy mudcake!

HEAVENLY, PLEASE. :D:D

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY! Met up with nicole & xiangfeng after ten thousand years today! It definitely felt good seeing them & doing lots of catching-up! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! Dana/carena/hazel next!

I LOVE...

THEM! :D

-it ain't easy.

2007-01-26T13:55:00.000+11:00

"Life is like a marathon of perseverance & dreams.

You can choose to withdraw or confront.

WITHDRAW vs. CONFRONT.

what will you choose?

you decide."

Venture Era's Annual Grand Seminar was held at Conrad Hotel today, with a spectacular participation of close to 500 attendees; full house i would say. The high turnover marks a great kickstart to the year 2007 and definitely an outstanding closure to 2006. I feel good to be seated amongst the house, witnessing how much Venture Era had grown, developed & expanded over these short six years. To me, this is just the beginning of a whole new journey and i believe my uplines, BM(s) & BGM will guide and fight alongside with me to bring the company to greater heights.

2007 hadn't been a smooth-sailing one for me right from the very first day. I was thrown with heaps of challenges to solve & was filled with despair. But come to think of it, why get upset over things/people who don't cherish what they have and overturn the situation to become so phony? Miss Lin Yu quoted something simple, yet it really triggers me to think deep down. "Winners never quit, Quitters never win". How true. If i chose to give up then, i would have committed a grave sin to be regretted.

The people and culture in Venture Era taught me a lot of things, and especially positivity. I'm very blessed to be able to walk out of the dark shadow slowly with the help of my friends so dearly & everyone in Blue Rhino. Just when i thought life in singapore suck, VE changed it by bestowing me a great team of leaders to work with! (=

I shall kickoff the thanksgiving by extending my warmest regards & an exquisite bouquet of flowers to the following people.

BLUE RHINO! :D A very close-knitted group i would say!

BGM, MR CHARLES.! A young true leader whom i respect and look up to a lot. Business Group Manager and 1st car achiever of BR at the age of 27 is no chicken feet! No bossy airs but instead, he's more like a friend to the team! People say he look flirtatious (HAHA!), but i say, he owns all 5Cs + 2 - Chivalrous & Charming. (OMG, i'm doing ABC T-up!) Like an elder brother to me, i would love to say i enjoy joking with him. Had very comforatble chats with him & AH HA! secrets to dig & more pubbing to come before it's back to melbourne (:

[His phone has very 'artistic' pictures!]

BM (1 star) MR YIMING.! Our HERO of Blue Rhino! The 21st car achiever is amazing with the additional plus point that he's only 24! I must admit, i thought mr. yiming was the kind of serious, business-like sort of guy, but okay NO, i was so wrong. He jokes & gets funky at times too! & definitely suave with his new hair and smart blazer! AHHHHHH, i can't wait for our kbox-ing session!! It'll be hell loads of fun! :D:D I still find it pretty interesting to not have a licence! :p
(You might want to check out his funky side)

HAHAHAHAHAAH! i find this picture so cute!

BM, MR ERIC.! Take this chance to thank him personally because he groomed me personally & is always bringing me for attachments! Again, a very charming guy with solid goals & dreams to fufil by the age of 30! He shared a lot of things with me of which motivates me not to give up because of their effort put in to see me grow. Lame at times, but when it's time to work, wah ho! he's damnnnnnnn serious! Then again, i really appreciate everything in this past week & please don't walk so fast! (HAHAHA)

Soon to be MM, ZHITAO.! This is the only time i can strangle him because i'm still his downline. I wouldn't have found myself so many great friends if not for him! Thankyou soooo much for bringing me into VE and allowing me to embark on this memorable journey! :D A really nice upline who would ensure everything is going on fine, be it work/personal. Just a note: I'm really grateful for all the sharings, the calls to ensure i'm alright even if it's like 2:30 am IN THE MORNING.! (:

Okay, i'm so tired now. I really regret splurging and indulging in chocolates, cakes, burgers and all other rubbish yesterday, only to make my flu worse! Anyone kind enough to lend me their magetic mattress? BOOOOOOO. )= I'm suffering!

(More photos on the event itself when i feel better to blog!)

2007-01-25T03:39:00.000+11:00

Winners never quit. (=
what do you think?

Man, the flu bug is here for it's monthly visit again. Seriously, why can't one stay healthy for as long as possible? It's so annoying to have a blocked nose trying to toss&turn in bed, hoping to catch a power nap. I think i need my beauty sleep back. I've been coming home past midnight these few days, sleeping at the wee hours & waking up as early as 9am, just to make it in time for work. I mean work is fun in a way, but i can hardly catch my breath now.

-What do you get when you're stressed/pressurized?
You freaking get pimples & eye bags. )):

My eyes are so watery now, because i feel so terrible fighting against the damn flu. And tomorrow's AGS already! I can't afford to fall sick, or i'll be too lazy to drag my ass outta bed! @#$%^& okay, this is rubbish. I need Cal ions water now! BOOOOOOOO.

*this goes out to you. i'm sorry, but i really can't make it happen because my mind is set and therefore i don't wish to drag on any longer. There's nothing much i can say, but i'm sorry, i won't take this any further from here.

it's never too late to know who are your true friends, and who's not.
well, maybe it's time to delete you off my list though it contains years of memories. Now that's what i call, superficiality. A whole load pack of crap. (:

2007-01-22T02:40:00.000+11:00

~~TEN DEALS~~
NINE LEFT.

i'm definitely fighting hard for my Marketing Executive position! :D
But meanwhile, there's a few people whom i wanna thank.

MR. ERIC for grooming me personally.
MR. YIMING, MR CHARLES & ZHITAO. (:

Life wouldn't be this exciting & challenge if not for all of you.
& of course, ASH&JACQ! :D:D

Together, we'll work towards our goals & look forward to the 25th girls!
Not in the mood for a decent update because i'm currently feeling ecstatically crazy over work. heh!

2007-01-17T02:05:00.000+11:00

May i present my dearest KOHZHIMIN (:

These two days were spent with my dearest koh! I couldn't ask for anything more, really. (: JACQ! We need to meet up like soon okay! So anyway, this girl made me wait for AN HOUR yesterday for her queen arrival. & whilst waiting for her, SEVEN things happened to me. (THANKS HUH KOH.)

Some nonsense modelling agency approached. (she was so annoying!)
A donation asked.
'Create-talent' pte ltd approached. (which is i believe nonsense too)
A ??? tv company approached. (...)
Had to do a marketing survey.
Met clayton & his friend!
Met JUNAIDY!! omgomg. :D:D (We need to meet up soon!!)

AND TODAY, whilst waiting for her for like 10 mins, TWO things happened to me simultaneously.

Donation AGAIN. (from the same person some more lah)
Survey AGAIN! SO YOU SEE, never wait for KOHZHIMIN or crazy things happens. But anyhow, i loveeeeee her! (:

Our outfit matches huh!

Rubbish things we do at TOYS R'US before going for the medical check up! The hula hoops reminds me of (mygf) though!

Then was late lunch/early dinner at billy bombers! OMG. you guys so should give the cookie&creme milkshake a go! It's damn good (:

Shopping at fareast & a christmas gift from mydearest koh! I love it yah! :D

I'd finally bought my red tote. YAY! ting's a happy girl. & zhi did ******* at hula&co. today! HAHAHA! But she's a happy girl today too because she-knows-why! (mygf) & ash's HAPPY today too! cause (mygf) finally rcved her offer from monash & ash's GOING TO MELB! So like we're all happy girls today! :D:D

Then was a trip down to idp for the pre-seminar talk. Parents just shoot you questions like nobody's business after the talk.

"So what course will you be doing in melb uni?"
"So how's the life like there?"
"Any tips for my daughter/son on how to do well?"
"What electives should they take to score?"
"So were you homesick?"
"Is it difficult to get into melb uni?"
.
.
.
"Can my daughter/son look for you if they need help?"

I SWEAR i was so thirsty after that okay. But like i've made quite a few friends who are staying in arrows too! haha. And finally everything ended at around 9pm & off for dinner at crystal jade kitchen! ((:

And so, what did we find in the 'thank you' letter?

FREE MOVIE VOICHERS! WHAHAHAHA.

GOOD FOOOOOD.

Okay! I'm off to bed. Take care people! & oh, thanks for the prata + pancakes. I really appreciate it, but you should know it'll never happen. SORRY.

REPLIES:

GF!: eheh! you're the more taitai one okay! Your curled hair looks NOT TOO BAD!! & now you really look like a convincing taitai! :p DINNERRRRRRRRRR with you soon!! <3

JOSH: heyy! okay! i'll just pop over if i wanna join you two okay! will ling be there anyway? Don't surprise me with your stupid magic tricks OKAY.

JACQ: HELLO! YES OMG, i can't wait too! The special gift is just something special we can do for you! :D jun looks different! YESSS, finally away with honeybee! heh`

2007-01-15T03:12:00.000+11:00

~~HONEYBEE~~
Let's bid adieu to honeybee for life! :D

& for that, ting is a happy girl! Met up with 513 & the moms this afternoon and got almost everything settled. It's always comforting to meet the girls because they bring me laughter&joy! Mom bought like three cakes & dinner was a spread. AND SO, i've to hit the gym more often now, that is! :D

indulge in vila'ge's crepe!

how bout an overdose of fries&chilli? ;)

my sugarpie came over this evening!
CUTE RIGHT!

This little buzz is sooooooo full of nonsense, but in a way cute!

Chinese New Year is coming really soon! But sad to say, i won't be in town to celebrate it with my family & friends. BOOOO! But (mygf&i) came out with a really good plan to follow in melb! & hopefully the grey patch won't ruin our plans! HAHAHAHA!

Tomorrow will be an exciting day out with my dearest! Heaps of photos i say. (: Then also, Ching! confirm with me soon yah, if not i wont be free alrrrrrrrrrrr. Heh! I'm kind of looking forward to tuesday too! zhi should know why! :D

&OH, MYGF curled her hair! That should sound quite interesting yes? I can't wait to see her with her hair all curled up. DIE LAH JUN! You're becoming so tai-tai-ish!

REPLIES:

MYGF: NO MORE ALR! yay. now i can go more shopping with you! rmb our underwear plan okay! HAHA. I want to see you in curled hair lah.......

PASSERBY: hey! i did reply your previous tag! really. This song is (If - Bread) !

FURRR: FURRY!! I didn't know you read my blog lah! I hope you're enjoying your days in tekong! lol. Your botak head is so prickly! But yeahh, thanks a lot yah? I know you care & i really appreciate your sharing with me! LOVES.

LALA: i'll be staying in arrows! It's quite near right! :D:D

2007-01-13T03:02:00.000+11:00

POOPED.

Two consecutive days of an early bird isn't exactly fun/interesting. I am damn tired now, and it's only 12am! Ya Kun Toast for breakfast yesterday with (mygf) before heading to idp. Then was shopping but like most of the things purchased were not for myself. heh!

special gifts for special people i LOVE (:

Went to bed really late yestd night & had to wake up early today because i freaking have to work. Okay, this is worse than officework, like totally! All i had to do was stand, sit, walk, talk, pack & bye work for the day. Boring lah! don't remind me. Stupid honey. Urgh! Okay, i'd rather not talk bout it.

Tired.
So like i'll prolly photoblog more tomorrow or smth.
Bye!

REPLIES:

YICHING: )): I hate the fact that i'm STILL 17 though i'll turn 18 this year! The procedures are so annoying & troublesome! URGHHHHHHHHHH.

LALA: HELLOOOO! I don't want to attend that too! ): It's such a waste of time/money! WE WILL keep in touch because we live quite near each other now! (YAY!)

ZHIIII: EH! you very MEAN leh! )): Stupid honeybee. I changed into my own clothes IMMEDIATELY after work okay! I can't wait for nightfall because that's when my day really starts. =x

LINGQI: Haha! I know i know! i can't wait too! But SO SORRY yah, to have to make you wait for quite some time! Thankgod ben'll be waiting with you, if not i'll feel so bad! i should be returning on the 13th!

DANA: HEYY YOUUUU! yesyes! I'm enjoying life to the fullest before i start uni like soon! I want a change of job! )))))): CAN WE MEET UP ALREADY HUH! i won't love you until i see you! :p

PASSERBY: Hiii, it's actually (If - Bread Anthology)

2007-01-11T01:01:00.000+11:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YICHING!

(okay, this came one day late because blogger couldn't work yesterday!)

Anyway, celebrated the babe's birthday yesterday night with regina! Just three girls, random heart talks, lovely night, great accompanies. HEH! Dinner at The Graffiti, then headed to Balcony for a drink. More details HERE! :D Overall, the night was well spent with two of my favourites in SATBS ! :D

FOOOOOOOOD

ching&i!/regi&ching!

TTM!

Tequila Sunrise :D

OHHH (:

So i woke up like REALLY early today just for ASHLEY THEAN! OAL to COFFEE BEAN to IDP to NYDC! I'm a happy girl today because ash-should-know-why! :D She made my day today, like totally! ASHHHH, i'll pray for you yah! Remember you still have jun/zhi/jacq & i for you 24/7, anytime, anywhere! We so should proceed with our plans okay! LOVES.

(First time in history: I actually left my camera at home! urgh)

I swear STUDENT VISA APPLICATION is the most horrible thing to apply for. && especially if you're under 18. Like omg, the complicated procedures are just so zzz. Just for the payment & CaAW letter, i've made a trip down every day this week. wth right i know. Okay, nvm! At least i had ash today, & jun tmr!

(JUN&TING) - not single & unavailable
laughoutloud. It's breakkie with her tomorrow MORNING and off to IDP like again. -.- My last day of freedom before i'm condemmed by work. BOOOOOOO! But nevermind, jun shall make my day tomorrow! right?

PRATA DATE on friday night with junzhang, terence & jialing! FINALLY FINALLY a proper dinner/supper with them! Okay, so now i'm left with the NUTS. like where are they! ))))):

FINALLY, GET WELL SOON MY DEAREST BABE!

REPLIES:

YICHING: HEYYY!! )): yah lor! that's why i always get cut off! so annoying right. I KNOW I'M HOT! haha. You're so keqi har! WELCOMEEEEEE. What are friends/room mates for huh! You just admitted online that you miss me already! AWWWWWWW.

LING: YOU! YOU! Eh, i cannot grow taller anymore lah! )): Are we still meeting up next weeeeeeeek? We are right! :D

LYN: OHH, haha. sure sure!

ASH: NO PROB OKAY! yay! i know right! Today is just fun fun fun, surprising surprising surprising! AHHHH, don't you just LOVEEEE me! :p because you're missed by me! DONT WORRY SO MUCH OKAYY!

JACQ: HELLO! I know i know!! We've been meeting up like almost everyday last week! BUT i'm seeing you this sunday again! :D:D But you'll see SO MUCH of me SOOOOON! 513! I miss shopping/eating/talking/laughing with you! HOWHOW!

2007-01-09T02:55:00.000+11:00

ELVIN ! :D:D

really really, thank everyone for everything that you guys have done for me! No more emo posts anymore because i wanna be myself all over again! The once carefree & happy girl! The past won't affect me & in fact, it made me a stronger person as a whole. I should be blessed to have ELVIN, wonderful friends & God's love. (:

I must remain positive right people?
Hip Hip Hooray!
I guess i've been pretty much a whacker the past few weeks & thankfully, it's over! I've sorted things out and hey! i realised it's a new year, a new beginning. (:

So i was practically travelling round&round town today & came home so wan and worn-out. Made a wasted trip down to IDP and found out that i can't proceed with my visa unless i'm done with the fee payment. Then it's shopping with ben&ling for a while before returning home with plastered feet! Generally, i hate new shoes/pumps/flats/heels/whatever. But i love buying them! I'm not a squanderer for no reason, because i bought like freaking a lot of new heels/pumps/flats ever since my reutrn to singapore!

JACQ! TWO NEW HEELS TODAY! lol.
ohh, & a red shorts! That should be interesting!

SICC's lobby!

stairway to ??

Dinner with mom/sis/bro at i-forgot-what-restaurant.
Daddy's oversea, BOOOHOO!

How can i forget to post this up right! lol.

Well, so right now, i should go catch some sleep & await for tomorrow to meet the babes! (: I bet they miss me even though i'm talking to one of them online now. =/ HAHA!
ok bye!

REPLIES:

WANNI: lol, and where are there so many hellos huh!

JOSH: Heyy you smelly! I DONT need a pacifier alright! !#%^())*&%%$ Haha! But since you said i've grown more matured & pretty, i'll forgive you! =/ okay. hahaha

QIULING: Hey there! Let's go shopping again yah! & too bad we can't celebrate CNY tgt this year. I really look forward to you guys coming over to melb prolly say soon? :D

ASH: Because i purposely MONG them one! don't you think it's more erm ARTISTIC? lol! NO PROB for you-know-what! sheessssshh! Don't you just miss melbourne!

JOJO&GANG: EH, very funny! senseless tag because you people just stay like ACROSS the other estate CAN! so i'm home safely lah huhhhh.

2007-01-08T03:57:00.000+11:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY

BENJAMIN&JOSHUA HAN ! :D:D

(i feel so young when i'm with you guys! :P)

OKAYYYY, i'm so pooped from all the drinking & eating & talking & laughing & whats not. Back from a joyous birthday bash/dinner & boy, the drinks were good! (: Like i'm so tired to update any further because my head's spinning quite a bit.

But why is it that the toolbar for blogger doesn't appear if i use mozilla! Then how am i suppose to hyperlink right! aiyah, i'll do it tomorrow then. IF ben happens to remain sober still, he'll probably load the photos in his livejournal! So yahhh, read it off from there then! I'm tired.

So tomorrow's gonna be another hectic day in town! I've been visiting orchard/somerset/cityhall like almost everyday these three weeks! & after today, spot me in bugis street or anywhere except town. Haha! Okay rubbish cause it's impossible since my workplace's in town! -.-

Before i hit the sheets, thankyou calvin for the erm 'compliments'! LOL. It's STILL unfair that you're not botak if you're serving national service! brrrrrr.
bye!

LIES LIES LIES

2007-01-06T22:09:00.000+11:00

THANKYOU everyone for the wonderful calls/msn/sms/emails/snail mails/surprises/outings/tags/dedications!

Two nights ago, jojo&gang really surprised me by ambushing in the trees & slides amongst the dark at a park near my house. I swear i really didn't suspect anything fishy okay! Blame it on jojo whose lying skills are skilfully trained. Heh. But they were really patient to be there at 9pm, thinking that i'll come home around that time too. =/ Nevertheless, sorry for the close-to-three-hour wait! They bought this stupid mushroom pacifier for me because they say i talk too much crap. WHAT.....! But thanks a lot people! I'll bring it to melbourne for my housemates to admire! lol.

LOVES. jojo/ben/josh/shen/ling! :D:D
(photos to be uploaded after ling sends them to me!)

But anyhow, here are some photos of the past few days/nights!

HAHA!

My maid&i :D

It's totally cool chilling out here.
Perfect way to spend the night!
NEXT WEEK YAH JUN (:

sex on the beach :D

snowball :D

Melbourne folks we met along wisma!

beautiful afternoon with jacq!

TWINNNNNN!

JUN! with jacq&i at the piano.
Don't we look like SIAMESE twins in the picture!

So zhi decided that the REDROCK chocolates were nice! =x

jun sure has interesting chairs!

The slackerrr

& the QUEEN! heh`

sweetheart babes (:

L.O.V.E (but okay, my E was the other way round)

So retarded i know. But it's so cute! ((:

& may i present you with JUN & her unglam laughter and erm YOU-KNOW!
hahahahahhahahha

OKAY. Here is a guy who consumes salt straightaway from the bottle - zhiyuan! (OMG)

zhiyuan says (12:56 AM):
hhhahahh
zhiyuan says (12:56 AM):
u know what????
zhiyuan says (12:56 AM):
i'm so salty and sad that i actually eat salt straight away last time
zhiyuan says (12:56 AM):
crazy rite?
zhiyuan says (12:56 AM):
but i find it very nice!

Hmmmmm, lol! Ching! we shall continue our weekly exercising routine with zy & giu again yah! :D:D

Right, so while i was surfing the net, i came across THIS. it's just HORRIFYING.

"Miss Serene Ow" so like Ms Ow actually READS MY BLOG?! & i just got to know that she became zhss's discipline mistress?! GEE, that's pro-ness. I haven't seen her in a while though. & i still miss her always-interesting literature classes + sexual puns & immuendo! :D:D

Replies:
JACQ: yesyes! room 513 rocks. I can't wait to return to my cosy little room & it's girls' night everyday! cooking, outing, church, dressing up, studying. weeee!

ZHI: I know you love me luh! :D:D If you don't, i'll just kick you off your bed & change your room colour to anything but YELLOW. :P

PASSERBY: hey thanks a lot yah? whoever you are, i hope you'll be happy too! (: & don't worry, i'll stay strong!

JUN: yesyes! balcony next week & more 'balcony' everynight in melbourne! Haha! Takes time lah huhhhhhhhhhh. Happiness don't come easily! You laugh more lah! Then i'll be happy (:

LING: heyhey! SEND ME THE PICTURES! :P I'm alright lah, don't worry yah? The surprise was really SURPRISING! you guys can really lie! tskk. Yes! Let's meet up soon with jojo&gang! that 'peterpan'?! NO THANKYOU.

ZHONGMING: HEYY! why must AUS? lol. I'm going back in feb! So hurry boooooook me okay. heh! But NO ZOO please.

2007-01-04T01:22:00.000+11:00

silently, i teared.
i guess, it's this feeling that no one will understand.
each day.. i'll wear a facade of happy faces.
hoping to mask the pain and sadness.
after today, i think i failed terribly.
i feel so... distant & torn apart.
one problem surface after another, & it suck to know that no one will be there to comfort you & to assure you that it'll be fine after a good night's slep like before.

everything's so screwed up right now.
i feel like shit now okay?
are you happy now?
is it very fun to malign me in all ways?

Sorry, too many things happened in a month.
2007 - a good headstart?
MY FOOT.
i'm left with nothing once again.

tears could build a stairway

and memories were a lane,

I would walk up to Heaven

& bring you back again.

):):

2007-01-02T01:08:00.000+11:00

~~2006~~ 2007.
Thank all for the blessings.
zhi, jacq, jun, nick, zhiyuan, john, junzhang, josh, ling, cheryl, clari, ester, wenzhao, val, yiching & a few others!

What a year. The year whizzed through amazingly fast & it feels just like yesterday where i was so busy preparing to embark on a whole new journey in melbourne. And now that i'm done with college, Melbourne University.. Here i come!

You know, it's really not easy coming thus far. To let go of everything that i'd held on so dearly to me. I do admit that i feel more 'homely' in melbourne because whatever that happened this month in singapore is simply unfathomable. I was taken aback by undesirable news & was caught unprepared with what the future has installed for me. Really, why can't life be as easy as ABC? Why are setbacks hurling themselves towards me one after another? I-catch-no-ball.

But anyhow, it's the start of a whole new year today, & ting! it's time you move on and look ahead to studying hard in university. It's enough being a crybaby for a month. Whatever happened, happens for a reason. So i just hope i'll achieve much better results, to love daddy more!, to receive God almighty's love and for us to remain best of friends (:

JACQ!

We have quite a lot in common yes! We love cooking, we love looking glamourous, we love pretty pretty earrings, we love silver shiny necklaces, we love heels, we love mango, we love sichuancaitang, we love music, we love oreocheesecake, we love God, we love staying up late, we 'LOVE' accounting yeah? HA HA! I kindof look forward to our little 'dolling up' room! :D:D

ZHI!

"to ting! hang in there hang in there! we still have 513 to look forward to!((:"
My twiny twin!
I'm sorry for posting this photo up once again! I just find it soooooooo cute! heh. So you see, we've been there for each other for the past one year & we seem to share similar occational moods! You know i can foresee the three of us + jun&ash in a room gossiping the night away! Then jun will come along with her new invention! Ahh, memories.. memories.

ROOM 513 (:

YESYES. and SANNY LUKI cannnn ! lol.

DEAREST AHMA (KOHSH!)

"went for 4e2 chalet in the evenin...went for a stroll wif tingxuan and tok n tok n tok...ages since i last talked to her...
to tingxuan: im not realli good at comfortin someone and im sure u've heard alot of these 'comforting' words frm ur frenx...im sorrie if e stroll kinda bring back memories...just to let u noe that i'll be around n beside u if u need me...u are a strong gal...stay happie! =)"

Thankyou truckies love! (: You have no idea how much i appreciate you! :D

I've got a lot to say, but i don't know where to start from. Ohwell! Was suppose to have newyear'sday dinner with ter, junzhang & jialing! But because jialing didn't feel well so we postponed to another day instead! SO TONGJUNZHANG! see, i can make it in the end one okay! I pushed back FT for YOU HOR. (in case you malign me again..)

(look! i stole your picture!)

h o l i d a y s
oioi
dont forget monday hor

- a host of golden daffodils
EHHH i might not be able to make it on monday you know!

h o l i d a y s
wth?!
u can go and die anot
u're going out with me!
MEEEEE!!!
how can dont turn up
u still owe me bball date plus dinner ok
*prata

Hahahaha. So that night's conversation was really annoying me cause he-should-know-why! But then again, since he said he'll pay for the prata AND bball, i'll let it pass lah! :p Ohboy, i'm blessed to have four close seniors! (:

NUTTIES!!

WHERE DID YOU GUYS DISAPPEAR TO! It was great hearing loo's voice again! & definitely exciting to meet nicoleee in the chalet! THEN AGN, CARENA LOY, DANA ONG & HAZEL LOH! Where are you girls! )))))):

Well, i've been doing serious retail therapy these weeks. And i really mean SHOPPING. hell yeah! Tops, skirts, shorts, dresses, heels, pumps, accessories, bags, food, you name it. Goodness! I so swear i'm becoming a fashion critic after a year in melbourne! Can't she just shutup & stop denying me from the styles i present! I can't wait to free myself from you. URGH!

So like i just got news that there's PREFECTS GATHERING TMR?! omg. I miss so many of them actually! Sharon! Huining! Izyana! Wei Ting! Chaplin! Ben! Chin Huat! Yingxia! Yinghui! Nicholas! Chuan Kai! Dixon! XIANGFENG! DANA! TER! & many others! goshhhhhhhh. Those were the days!

That's my dad for you.
And FYI, he's carrying all my shopping bags! Hahahaha.

Tag Replies:

Delin
Haha! nice seeing you at the chalet too! (: Hmm, you musnt praise me! But yeah, people do change, and so do i ! haha! Take care yah!

Someone?
errr, you are? are you like passerby too? =x

DANA ONG!
YOU YOU YOUUUUU pangseh that day! Tgt with NEEKOH! nnnp. I'm missing you guys!

VOSH

heyhey! Happy new year to you toooo! Nice seeing you for a short while at the chalet too! Cause you disappeared with AHEM in the night! lol.

JACQ!

YES! that retarded photo is really funny! Thanks a lot yah? i haven't had a hearty laugh for weeks already. Thankyou for everything!

Passerby
thanks! but who are you! tsktsk. =/

----

when darknesss falls, i'll still think of you.
unconsciously. ):

2006-12-29T02:44:00.000+11:00

"When your life goes all wrong and everything just seems like a mess, just remember, after every storm, there's always a rainbow"
-zhiyuan (thankyou dude!)

Yes, like i've said, it's always easier said than done. I know he's still engraved somewhere in my heart. A part of me still aches each time i think of him. I guess i can never forget, can i? I would love to stop crying & get more sleep, but it's impossible. Doctor says i've to try to catch more sleep before my blood pressure falls even more. Okay, and eat more. =/

XXXXX ever told me this before, "aiyah, forget all bout the relationship lah. Over then over lah! You can always find another one what. it's no big deal k? what for cry so much? so silly!"

YOU THINK IT'S EASY? ha, i tell you what. I wouldn't be suffering this much if i hadn't loved him so deep. So XXXXX, stop all your insensitive remarks & save it for yourself. TYVM. so what if i've been putting up a pretence whenever i smile or laugh? you're nobody to comment.

Anyway, 4e2 chalet was rather fun i suppose! (: Caught up with quite a few of my favourites & met up with mrs ngiam & the big family! Was warmly welcomed by the people standing at the door. HAHA! They must be waiting for my grand arrival right! I got really excited to see NICOLE KWOK JIAWEN! lol. I missed them all so much!

OH, and how can i forget MITCHEL HONG my mini+a-third 'brother'! He didn't change a bit & is still as TALL as before. Till now, his voice still remained as my skype ringtone; "Hello tingxuan! hello tingxuan!" lol. He should sing & play the guitar more often yes! :D

(sorry the image is pretty dark cause i recorded it late at night! just listen to what mitch has to say! HAHA)

Alex returned from New Mexico! :D:D I still remember how we used to slack in mrs. Tobias's class cause he's always distracting me with his ULTRA DIRTY LAME JOKES with Andrew! Evidence: the stick-pad notebook that the three of us uses to pass time. It's just bad to sit beside them because they influence you to become sick! lol. kidding lah uh. This guy here is my debate team member, basketball buddy & eng homework copier!

No bbq cause of the stupid rain. So all of us survived on lulu's spag bolg, sausages & marshmellows. I hardly ate though, cause my dearest dearest AHMA dated me out for a hearty walk down the beach. :D We walked, talked & relieved every moment of our lives. I miss this girl damn a lot. Honestly, the beach brought back memories. ):

So anyway, we walked back to the chalet at around 2100 & it's back to more catching up with the rest! Since it was raining, a few of us gathered in a room & talked like nobody's business. Edward threatened to throw me off the bed if i touch his wound. Okay, so the point is, don't fool around with this super-macho guy because he's trained to have muscles! Regi claims that i complimented her beauty, of which i didn't! :p Blahblahblah.

Left the room to catch a few minutes of 'bai wan bao' and joined the others for a game of poker! Hongkit lousy lah, keep losing! lol. And so lulu, alex, mitch & ian got their bums addicted to mahjong.

- IRONY of the day: Ian actually plays mahjong when his chinese is -.- !

Okok, so to cut things short, i had fun with 4e2, the whole big family. Chalet next year people!
(note: i don't know why i can't post the pictures though. upload in the next post.)

FUNFACT #1: Ever wondered why our internet is working more slowly than usual?
: A series of earthquakes off the southern coast of Taiwan damages several undersea cables, disrupting telecommunication services in various parts of Asia.
- yiching (i don't love you okay. :p)

ithinkilovedyoualittletoomuchtoletgo.

2006-12-27T01:27:00.000+11:00

When you feel like shit & nothing else matters, give up.
I know it's not the right attitude, but what can i do? It's sleepless nights day after day, & i can't seem to wake up later than 9.

WHY?
- because it's hard not to think about it.

It's really miserable & you know how much it hurts when there's no one for you late at night? and what do you do? You fucking cry shitloads and drown yourself to death.
Sorry, i'm not in the right mood.

Anyway, today was well-spent with biggie. Met him in town at 1330 & we talked, ate, shopped & walked a lot a lot. Collected my camera from sony & bought muah chee along food republic! Then was topshop, topman, gap, aldo accesories, pazzion, blahblahblah. I reckon we walked damn a lot today.

From Wisma to Taka to Paragon to Taka to Wisma to Raffles City to Cityhall to Suntec to Marina Square. omg.

Ter went to look for his hillsong score book & in order to help him find, i left my muahchee on the shelves in kino! OMG. ): Then he couldn't stop laughing when we decided to settle for some drinks at starbucks. So we just talked & talked & talked.. No wonder he's my biggie-ni, because he loves talking just like i do! & he claims to have good fashion sense. OHWELL.

Shopped along paragon & left a short while after to meet jialing. OHH my christmas present! I love it! Heels from pazzion. :D:D She left after that & then it was more shopping and walking. We bought JL a top from gap & okay, i forgot where we went after that. But i still remember leaving my latte in the toilet. =x

Dinner at subway & because ter wanted to find some place to sit & eat, we actually walked quite a distance but to no avail. So we ended up standing at a corner eating + talking about everything. I really really appreciate him listening to me & never fails to advice me no matter what happens. We actually talked bout it from raffles city to suntec to marina square to the train to home.

XIANGFENG/NICOLE/DANA PANGSEHHHH !

But then again, it was back to square one when i'm all alone.
VOID.
)':

2006-12-25T03:23:00.000+11:00

Sorry people, for being so emotional & whatsoever. But it's a really rough patch for me now, & i'm pretty much at my wits end. I don't want to say much because i really hope, like what everyone has been telling me; time heals. That void, that emptiness, it won't budge.

I don't want to disclose any further because it's really too personal to me. Sorry.
This year, my christmas is spent at home crying like a baby.
I've no mood to celebrate anyway.
Can't they just shut up & let me have some peace?

Anyhow, i would really want to thank God for sending friends like JACQ, YICHING, ZHIMIN, JOSH, ZHIYUAN, RACHEL & TERENCE to help me through this difficult period. Thank you all for the support, encouragements, assurance & patience. Though i don't tell you all much, but i appreciate you guys for what you've done.

Jacq - thankyou for bringing God closer to me.
Ching - thankyou for making sure i'm fine every night.
Zhi - thankyou for your ridiculous laughter.
Josh - thankyou for your 'smiley' cookie.
Zhiyuan - thankyou for your 'ears' & tips & jokes & everything else.
Rachel - thankyou for offering to accompany me out to take my mind off.
Terence - thankyou for all these 5 years & for saying, "just call me as and when yea?"

Friends are really important, but i guess i really can't forget him. & i apologize for the behaviour just now. I hope i didn't spoil your mood for christmas. I understand how you feel & i'm really sorry for being so insensitive. )):

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
John 3:16.

2006-12-23T05:41:00.000+11:00

FORGET?
an easy word to say.
everything ended when it's perth/uk & ~~melbourne~~

Honestly, it's more than just hurt done.
It's bucket of tears everyday, every minute.
I may appear strong & pretend that i'm perfectly fine.
But is that me..?
So all along, what was it?
you may forget all about it easily, but i can't.

Though i met up with quite a lot of ppl today,
i don't feel a tinge of happiness,
& neither do i smile from the heart.
Sorry for crying if you people see tears just flowing down anytime.
I'm torn apart & my heart will ache for a long time to come.

what else can i say?
i feel totally worthless & failed.
yes i know, find back the old ting who used to be bubbly & confident.
but i'm sorry; because it'll never happen.
turning point before turning 18?
probably.

TO YOU:
As much as you want me to forget you, you know i wont.
so stop asking me to forget you.
because you've been the best thing that happened to me.
i'd never regretted any moment since february.
& now, i would want to engrave these memories deep inside.
those beautiful/sweet memories you left me with.
just remember, it's not your fault that this happened.
Because it really isn't.
We were once happy & loved by each other, no doubt.
But when Fate denies, we can't do much.
I don't blame you,
I'll still respect whatever decisions you make.
you're not selfish, because everyone says love is selfish.
but do know i'm always there for you, always.
i loved you, & it stays.

All i wish for now, is for god to make him happy all over again.
Erase his pain/troubles & the scar that hit him hard.
I never want or wish to see him unhappy,
because it hurts to see him so pessimistic about life.
If uk/perth allows him to start everything afresh,
i'd rather leave him so i'll see a truly happy him.

My one&only eighteenth birthday wish: free him from everything bad so that he'll be a much happier person.

So the bottomline is, i-have-to-be-strong right?
It's back to square one: always easier said than done.

2006-12-20T03:09:00.000+11:00

PHOTOS GALORE! :D

Fine, so i haven't been updating much & when i do, it's pretty emo. So yeah, i realized i've got quite an amount of photos to upload dued since months back. Here it is (:

Last day of school ):

Actually i quite miss math tutorials! Philip's been a really patient & nice teacher! Though i joined David's & Andrew's class quite often too, but i still think he's not bad! HAHA.

Hmm, BARLOW BARLOW! I love barlow! Haha. HOI was never fun w/o barlow! OKAY, so he's like ONE HEAD taller than me, or even more.

SUSAN. Aiyar, as much as i dislike her, my EAP class still rock! (: Okay lah, susan's not that bad okay. Not that BAD. :D:D

Fur's new house in sg! Omg. DAMN BIG OKAY. He's one lucky guy! fun Fun FUN ! Dinner over at his house was w-o-a-h. Classy! A pity i can't swim that day though. I wonder how's he doing in tekong now! All the best guys!

Rest of the holidays was spent with APS 6'10 on sunday, Josh on saturday & tuesday, Charlotte on erhh i-forgot-lah. Okay, then i was suppose to meet Dennis, Chris & Weijie for basketball ! SO SORRRY. I went for a jog and overlooked the time! ): They were REALLY REALLY nice people! The three of them actually picked me up from home (like right at my doorstep all the way from queensway!) omg. Nvm, we'll meet up soon anyway! :D:D

Speaking of the three of them, the world is really small !

-

[HOO-YAH! clap*clap*!team NYP dragonboat] kurisu. says:
we were talkin abt u de other day
weijie is ur cousin
dennis is frm boy bridage
ritE?

slit me apart. says:
OMG
HOW YOU KNOW !

[HOO-YAH! clap*clap*!team NYP dragonboat] kurisu. says:
HAHAA
dennis ask me which sec sch i came frm
den i say zhss
den he ask me if i kno u anot lo
lol.

slit me apart. says:
OHHH
what a small world !!

[HOO-YAH! clap*clap*!team NYP dragonboat] kurisu. says:
den he say TING XUAN
weijie SHOUT
shes my cousin!
den i shout shes my fren!
lol!

-

Cool! I love my friends! I wanna thank YICHING for everything that she'd done for me these few days! & that includes hearing me rant about work! OH & accompanying me wait for boyfriend to come online last night [though he didn't because i didn't know he stayed over =( ] Eh, don't go monash lehhhh ):

& BELINDA! don't so stress lah! I hope i've lightened your workload these past few days! Haha. Let's meet up for high tea soon k! Tgt with siewting and seehwee! YAY.

OH, anyway, APS 6'10 gathering was quite fun indeed! We were suppose to meet at 5pm, but i left home at 4:40 & reached at 5:10. heh! I was hesitating if the group of people standing there were my classmates though. =x Haha! Dined at newyork newyork with loads of catching up! Clarence kept complaining he wants to go SHOPPING though. -.-

Then was games session in esplanade! All of us warmed up after the stupid murderer game. LOL. A pity Carol, Clarissa & Sebast had to leave early! Ohwell, i'll date them soon! :D Youxin suggested the 'polar' game. HAHA! damn fun! I was twice the 'polar bear' & to their dismay, i successfully killed all victims w/o getting caught by the hunter! PRO HUH. The game was only fun because zhongming, kenny, youxin, zhisheng & zuojie spiced up the occasion with their super loud voice. :p (shit, zm don't kill me if you see this!)

Left at around 11 plus & headed home! FUN FUN FUN night out ! NOBODY brought camera! The guys thought the girls would bring. The girls thought other girls would bring. So in the end? no one brought. Hahaha. I forgot who suggested the 'ZOO' for our next gathering! -.-

Okay, i'm quite tired. bye!

2006-12-18T02:09:00.000+11:00

FRIENDS FOREVER & EVER.

How about a full update tomorrow?
I'm really tired !
:D

2006-12-17T06:07:00.000+11:00

I was an unhappy girl before but,
I'm finally a happy girl tonight.

you don't have to say sorry.
remember, it's mutual yes?
i'm glad things are cleared from the bottom of the hearts.
& boy, iloveyouso. (:

I wished there was never a thing called NATIONAL SERVICE.
I wished there was never a uni named MURDOCH.
I wished there was never a state like PERTH.

I wished for all the time in the world with you.
I wished for time to be recalled where 24/7 was spent with you.
I wished for unconditional love,
& yes, i've gotten that from you.

I wish to return to aust & start all over again.
I wish to go back and never come back.
I wish to never disappoint them yet again.

I wish for god to answer my prayers.
I wish for god to bless him happiness.
I wish for god to make him a happy man.

Yes, wishes don't come true indeed.
Nevertheless, i'd never regretted every single moment spent with you. From the times we started off as friends, to good friends, to close friends, to 'buddies', to best friends, to boy/girl friend, to soulmates. The un-forgettable journey & everyone will agree that you're the best i can ever have.

ONEMONTH is all that we've got left.
cherish.

2006-12-16T02:21:00.000+11:00

At last, everything falls into place smoothly. I'm so blessed to have great friends around me! (:

Thankyou to all: jacq, zhi, ching & zhiyuan.
JACQ: thanks a lot for the encouragement and the talking over my irrational-you-know-what! (:
ZHI: thanks for taking out the time to check out the many different paths i could take yes?
ZHIYUAN: aiyarrrr! the never-fail-to-make-me-go -.- everytime he talks to me! but anw, thanks for the jokes yeah! (:
& not to forget, my boyfriend! who had to hear me whine over the phone. I wonder how is he now..

This is by far the worst/most depressing moment of my life.
BUT, i've got to be strong & deal with it.
And i'm glad to be able to overcome it rationally.
I shall pray. :D

2006-12-11T13:54:00.000+11:00

Would it be wrong if i say i'm always closer to her than her?
It somehow appear as though she's a replacement of her.
Why is it that she sees things a lot more rational than her?
I don't understand, i really don't.

I don't think anyone will know how sucky this feels.
Comparing her to other's?
HAH, please, it'll bring me back to disappointment, that's all.

Sometimes, i just don't get what she wants.
Please don't demolish the trust & faith i have for the mlifay.
I don't feel happy in it anymore.
Get it?

!#$%^&(*()_(*&^%$#!$^&()*&^$#%&*^$#%^&

On a lighter note, boyfriend's on the way home to this little island! (:
I can't wait, but then again, it hurts to know it won't be long.
Ohwell, what to do?
Ok, i'm off to gym. Bye!

2006-12-09T03:32:00.000+11:00

I'm finally home after a year of mugging and hardwork. (: It feels good to be home, but at the same time, i miss melbourne too. ): All the memories with palmerston people, at the dining hall, trinity folks, zhi,jun,ash,sanny,dee,mike,fur&nick. I can't believe one year whizzed pass just like that. I miss all of them and we're so gonna meet up many many times before the guys enter NS! BOOOO. ):

Right, so yesterday night was all about packing packing and packing. Then this morning mike and i had a major workout carrying all my boxes and luggages from the third floor to the car. And special thanks to PJ's dad and zhi's aunt! (: I have freaking a lot of things and i think it all weighed more than a hundred kilograms. Scary huh!

The cab fare was amazingly EXPENSIVE. omg. It totalled up close to 90 bucks. Like what the hell right? I KNOW. The cab came early, and we were supposedly ahead of schedule. BUT, we got stucked at the check-in area for so long because all of our baggages were OVERWEIGHT. In the end, we had to pull weight from here and there. Mike must be so thankful i brought an empty luggage, if not, he'll just die of paying the excess luggage fine! :D:D SIA was nice enough to close an eye so as to help us through the process quickly w/o paying any fines! But then again, we were very very very late already because the final calls repeated THREE times! Thankgod we managed to rush there on time. Wahlao, we were all pooped because mike had damn a lot of handcarry bags! But it's okay lah, :D haha!

Then, it's a safe trip home to the summer island! (:
My boyfriend did not pick up my phone. Ohwell.):

Great Ocean Road / Phillip Island trip!

Okayyy, zhi&i were trying to pick up the Apostles.

i swear the wind's really strong.

HAHAHAHA.

Those were the days..

VALEDICTORY CEREMONY.

Just look at how short the skirt is. Call that FORMAL?

Alright, i should get some sleep! (:
BOYFRIEND! WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUU!

2006-12-08T00:29:00.000+11:00

HOME SWEET HOME on 8/12/o6.

i'll miss melbourne.
i'll miss my friends.
i'll miss trinity.
i'll miss shopping here for a while.
i'll miss auntiesue&unclebruce.
i'll miss everything left behind.
i miss my boyfriend. ):

decent update when i've returned home. (:

2006-12-05T03:20:00.000+11:00

i've come to a point where i HATE lies more than anything else.

If you're not truthful,
then why should I?
Maybe i should just learn to deal with it.

2006-12-02T01:00:00.000+11:00

YOU.

I know the chapter of our lives is neverending.
I know we will go on strong together.
I know it ain't easy,
but do know iloveyou. (:

The frogstory - always remembered.
You know, i'm so thankful i found you, really.
For all the things you've done,
I know you want me to be happy.

I WILL. as my promise to you.
My love, my bestfriend, my confidante, my soulmate.

2006-11-23T17:42:00.000+11:00

ON HIATUS.
exam lah people. ):

bye OTHELLO.
bye CLASSICAL GREEK
bye ROMAN PERIOD
bye ENLIGHTENMENT
bye HISTORY OF IDEAS.
bye MATH 1B (damn, this paper was a killer.)

FCUK MATH.

2006-11-15T21:56:00.000+11:00

I need the strength to carry on.

BYE DRAMA. ):
Had my final term drama examination this morning at Buzzard Theatre. It was better than expected, but i wouldn't hold my hopes too high just in case something goes wrong. Nonetheless, i miss my drama group. Really, no more crappy jokes with doreen, no more dominoes, no more "haiya" with clif and dor, no more poker with kevin, no more singing and driving with james, no more NGs, no more late night rehearsals, no more rushing to book rooms, so many more..

I miss every single one of them:

- CLIFTON
- DOREEN
- KEVIN
- JAMES

& of course not forgetting,

- DARWIN
- GIULIA
- HISA
- HAO RUI
- ANDREW

Ohwell, i guess i'll see them less often from now. Sadsadsad.

Anyway, exams are here. No confidence or whatsoever.
Luck? Forget about it.

if you slip away, i wouldn't know what to do.. ):

REPLIES TO TAGS:

DANA ONG!
so sorry for the late reply, because i was busy with drama! It's less than one month now! I can't wait to see ALL of you and get wild and crazy like before! :D

NICOLE !
You're welcome dear! Birthday present? Hmm, lets see how well you treat me first! lol. Just kidding, but hope you've had a wonderful 17th birthday although i know my presence is well missed! HAHAHAHA.

JUNZHANG!
HEY YOUUUUU! you disappeared for soooo long! )): And eh, don't need to pick me up from the airport on that day lah! Just treat me to what you promised me! Ter alr agreed to pay for my share, so.. it's your turn now! ;) heh.

NIC&MYBF!
-CAUGHT- and thanks for your help this morning. :D May you inherit more of my hormones! hahahha. It's good! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR DRAMA ON FRIDAY! I'll be there! love.

ASH!
I didn't just drink SOHO only! i drank tequilla tooooo! Nick made me drink so many rounds of SOHO! :p

DOREEN!
you must be KIDDING me. I look like a tomato! I MISS YOU DOREEEEEEEN, but actually i miss tricking you even more! :D:D

JUN!
YESSSS, it is indeed yours! Why are you so high these few days! So scary! LOLLLLLLL

2006-11-11T11:36:00.000+11:00

AFTER PARTY AT PLATFORM ONE.

Sorry for the long wait people. Exams are nearing and that explains quite a bit! :D Okay, nuff' said.

Nick and i with just a little high!

The bunch of us

kenneth getting oh-so-drunked!

jun&jacq/ash&huiwen!

So all we did were drink&dance/walk through the crowd/socialize/and more drink&dance! Drinks were quite cheap though. Shots at $7, wow! Okay, all of us did have fun that night and only returned home at say.. 4am? Many got drunk like KENNETH ! Haha. By the end of the night, i was damn damn damn tired. Clubbing's not that bad afterall.

skip
Skip
SKIP

I'm going home in exactly ONE MONTH'S TIME from now. :D Then, i'll be able to see my all-time-favourites! Hmm..

Carena, Hazel, Dana, Nicole, Xiangfeng!
Terence, Jun Zhang, JiaLing, Jason, Daniel, John
See Hwee, Siew Ting, Belinda
Regina, Colleen, Edward, MITCHEL HZQ!, Kaiwen, HekMing
JinHong, Sasha, HuiYun, Tricia, Chua, Terry
Queena, Cindy, Mark, Haowen, Zhongming, JUUUUnaidy, Thiamchye, JiaWei, JiaHao (Loh & Tan), YouXin, Sarah, Clement, Darcy & CLARISSA!
BaoXian, TingYing & Izyan
COACH !

Okay, that's it for now. Haha! :D

OHOH, it's my last drama class on wednesday, and we took damn a lot of photos because GIULIA TAN JIAYUN is a camwhore. Most of the pictures in my camera are taken by HER! but i wouldn't post all because i have to consider my quota bandwidth. What rubbish. laughoutloud. So here you go... (not all my drama members are inside though.)

Hisa, Giu, Darwin, Clifton!

James, Dar, Giu, Andrew, Clifton!

Hisa, Giu, Andrew/ the usual drama gang!

Giu, Doreen, Hisa and I!

Drama girls

MUAAHAHHAHA.

Hmm, i'm aching all over. I feel like i'm dying. Headache, backache, stomach cramps, what else more can be worse? Seriously, yesterday night was a disaster because it just felt so bad. But then again, MYBF was beside me all this while and even provided me with first class massage service + bed time stories. :D:D How lucky can i get right? He made sure i had enough warmth, lessen the aches and told me this fantastic-bedtime story-he-made-it-up-himself to coax me to sleep.

Was supposed to go for a run this morning whilst MYBF and mike went for a swim. But the aches got worst and i ended up lying in bed sleeping the whole afternoon away. Thankyou BF for everything ! This one is for you..

MY QAD!

More photos to come..
WAIT PEOPLE WAIT..

2006-11-07T15:40:00.000+11:00

TRINITY HOLLYWOOD BALL o3112oo6

Okay fine. Here are the photos as promised from the ball due a few days back. Won't do much talking, because i believe none of you will bother to read it when there's exciting pictures! :D:D Haha!

Did i mention we rode on a limousine to Grand Hyatt Hotel?

Behind the scenes. Celest was helping me with my hair and makeup back at Europa.

Beautiful necklace eh? All of us got prepared and were waiting for the arrival of our limousine and we got bored, so...

The corsage and roses MYBF bought for me which caught me unprepared and taken in surprise! THANKS SWEET. :D

In Grand Hyatt, it was just photos photos photos !

Last but not least, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. love.

I skipped a lot of verbal details, but i guess the whole ball was just more of photo taking, dance competition, food and catching up! So yeah, pictures are more worthwhile.

Yet to come: After Prom Party photos at Platform 1.
More to come.. Stay tuned!

2006-11-01T23:29:00.000+11:00

Was that a facade all along?

To a certain someone: If you treat this friendship as some rubbish-picked-up-from-the-dustbin, then jolly well buzz off. I don't need you, and neither do i care any further. Stop being so self-centered and thinks that everyone owes you a living.

HAVE A BLOODY MIND OF YOUR OWN.

Anyway, we had our last psychology tute of the year. It ended memorable nonetheless! We did this experiment on people's reactions and emotions. Pretty fun! I very much wanted to watch the video on "how minds of serial killers work" though. But oh well.

Settled down city after my tute with MYBF and did some shopping after submitting our Monash Uni application. He found this oh-so-gorgeous accessories shop at this deserted area in mc! omg. I gave into temptation and bought a pretty drape over necklace and MYBF bought me this matching PRETTY earrings to go with it. haha. EXCITED !! Now, it's prom time baby! :D

Ahh, actually i don't really feel like blogging, but that person really pissed me off and that triggers me to blog. -.-

Ok, bye!

2006-10-30T19:05:00.000+11:00

A blithe heart blooms a smile on my face;

Had a really exciting weekend spent with good food, new environment, warm shelter and great accompanies! :D Finally i'll be able to liven up this blog with photos and more photos! Enjoy.

Saturday

95% of EAP completed in the morning.
Drama practice at FSC
Doreen and Clifton forgot that daylight savings ended
Could only really rehearse at 3pm instead of 2pm.
It went well, timing was okay.
MYBF came to meet me at 4pm.

Then, Clifton, Doreen, James, MYBF and I headed to BOXHILL for dinner and activities! OHYEAHHH. The journey was damn long but worth it anyway. Thankgod i brought my camera to entertain myself with MYBF's retarded grins and smiles. HAHA! So here they are; PHOTOS!

So this is how MYBF thinks he's cool. LOL

BOXHILL - 28th/29th october

We were quite bored whilst waiting for the train, so we camwhored a lil' !

James was our chauffeur of the night. All four of us squeezed into his cozy car and drove around boxhill looking for parking space, then we got bored. haha.

The plan was to go catch a movie at Chadstone after dinner at Korean BBQ Restaurant (of which i thought my camera battery went missing when i actually misplaced it in James's car; so i didn't take any photos then). But Hoyts was closed by then, so we ended up taking heaps of photos. And i mean retarded ones.

(in case you can't see the words in nick's photo, it says: "IDEAL WEIGHT". lol

Okay, this ain't retarded. :D

I KNEW I WAS HOT ALL ALONG ! HAHAHAHA!

Then MYBF decided to take jumping shots !

After the massive photoshots, MYBF and i stayed over at Clifton's house because there were no more trains/trams/buses! I swear i'll never play racing games (PS II) with nick anymore! James went teaching Clifton driving in the middle of the night and we remained in the room snoring away. HAHA.

Woke up at 9am the next morning and rushed all the way home because MYBF had to go for second period. Wah, thankfully there were express trains or else we'll just die. So anyway, we got home on time and he wasn't late for chem tute. [Okay, at least i don't feel SO bad now; SORRRYYY ! ): ] Meanwhile, i finished up EAP and spent the rest of the day printing documents for tomorrow's presentation!

And last but not least,

LOVE! :D
and this time, GRIN like nick!

REPLIES TO TAGS:

ZHI!
OHNO LA! No more flights before the 19th?! ))): I don't wanna rot in melbourne! I bet my account balance will decrease like mad! I wanna go back to SINGAPORE not stay here! SHITTTT.

LALA!
): It's okay! Then i'll take like heaps of photos and show you how is it like okay? :D Haha, fate plays a huge role here though. But i'm glad i have him. (: OMG, casper is sooo cute!
Are you okay lala? (your blog)

GIULIA
hey! so sorry i had to rush off to ballieu to print transparencies for EAP so i couldnt stay a little longer to discuss what to do okay! We'll do it soon! :D

NICOLE!!
WHAT?! rubbish ah you! Of course i'm enjoying my life here AND SO ARE YOU! Promos over, and my exams are coming! Don't rejoice ah! zzz`

2006-10-29T01:52:00.000+10:00

CURSED NIGHT EVER !

Okay lah, i'll just blog before i turn in, if not later he complains say i don't update! heh`

Just came home from watching "Children of Men" or was it "Men of Children"? Aiyah, can't remember, but anyhow, the movie was good and needless to say, the companies were great! :D The show was a little gruesome though and the cinema was damn cold ! MYBF must be quite disappointed that we didn't get to go kboxing tonight because the midnight sessions only start at 1 am. ):

Aiyoh, i think i'm suffering from Serious Short Term Memory. What did i do yesterday? OHOH! I was playing with Casper at swanston yesterday! He's such an adorable little cad!! Then then, i stayed in my boyfriend's room studying the night away (okay lah, i did slack). We successfully abstained from food yesterday night! Way to go love! :D

Was suppose to play basketball at albert park today with nick, ching and giu. But we were too lazy to get our ass outta bed, so yeah, cancelled. SORRY NICHOLAS TEO WEIQIANG! ): So we woke up for 15 mins, and went back to sleep again. Haha! Now i need to find other ways to work out those accumulated fats. SO ANNOYING.

Hmm, so anyway, it's drama day tomorrow and boxhill night. Okay, the bottomline is, i'll get to visit boxhill's eatery lah okay. :p Then nick will eat his fill tomorrow, i KNOW! :D:D

AND EXCUSE ME BOYFRIEND! : I wasn't kissing on msn! That sounds so wrong! lol.

Not to forget,

SMILE MORE AGAIN! :D

TAGS REPLIES:

ZHI!

I agree with you! I'm so frustrated with the flight bookings! If only i am lucky enough to get the 8th,9th and 10th ticket! SHYT. I so don't want to go back on the 25th! Till then, i'll probably be the best shopper in Victoria!

GIULIA

I know i know! But i haven't told them about the news yet! How now brown cow? Should we tell or are we over reacting a little?

MY BOYFRIEND!! :)
It's your picture you know! It's quite okay lah. And we didn't get to go kboxing today. )): SORRRYYYY. It's a lonely night tonight! But make sure you sleep properly okay! We haven't recorded our stupid video yet! Anyway, see you tomorrow morning hun!

LALA!

Yes! Ash and Jun look fine! Yeah, i will take many many photos on that day and show them all to you ! But why aren't you going for prom ? ): Then we can't take pretty pictures together!

KBOX
HELLO BOYFRIEND. so lame! lol.

2006-10-26T21:41:00.000+10:00

NICK: "UPDATE PLS"
that's why i'm updating now although my last post was like yesterday. haha!

I'D FINALLY BOUGHT MY GORGEOUS HEELS.
altered dress collected
drama progressing fine.
eap presentation almost done
monash uni application in progress
life's mundane
boyfriend as sweet as ever. :D

KOHKOH never fails to make me laugh every time we go out. HAHA! My favourite twin indeed! :D She claims to be my lucky star, BUT, hmm... (I'll think about that) lol!

One day ago, nick surprised me with a pair of earrings on my desk. Awfully sweet!
LOVE.

Prom is in a week's time! I seriously can't wait, now that i've got my heels, dress, earrings, necklace, bracelet and pouch! Ahhhh, i wonder how it will turn out! But one thing for sure, my prom partner will shine because he looks really smart and good in his suit! :D:D

Giulia's hair is growing longer! :O

Okay, time to shape up tingxuan! GO GO GO !

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

Follow Nick's example:
SMILE MORE! :)

- -

TAGS REPLIES

JUN!
Hahaha! But that's the only picture i have of you and ash! Nevermind lah, i know you're pretty in person can already lah. LOL

GIU&GREG
Hahaha! HELLOOO! Why are you always bored? I know i'm always missed by you whenever you're bored! *smug

NIC! :D
It's okay! You've made up for it already! :D AND I UPDATED FOR YOUR SAKE ! Aren't you honoured? "Look me in the eye and say that my heels is gorgeous!"

LALA
HELLOOO! haha, OH i thought you knew! THANKS YES? Your blessings worth a million! :D Yupp yupp! Just like LALA&RUI.

2006-10-25T02:09:00.000+10:00

It's a really bad night today.

First i got snapped, followed by a bad news.
seriously, i was kinda in a shitty mood.

):

2006-10-24T00:18:00.000+10:00

Okay maybe i should do some updating before i get all so lazy and stop blogging !

But there's nothing much to update! Finally went for a run with ahkoh on sunday and worked out the sinful fats. I just realised i need to look for my heels soon ! Hmm, that means i'll need to shop! HA HA HA. i've got to collect my altered dress on thursday and do some shopping ! YEAHHHH. :D:D

Okay, it's kind of a boring day/week.
BUT, i always have my dear boyfriend with me 24/7, so it's not that bad ! :D
SORRY FOR SABO-ING YOU (friendster!)..
and you know i love you truckloads hun!

Aiyah, i really don't know what to update anymore lah.
SIANNNNNNNNN `

REPLIES TO TAGS

NICOLE;
Yesyes, together already! hahaha.

MYBOYFRIEND <3!
Yes, you look hot and sizzly ! :D:D You're NOT fat okay! I say, you've got a hot bod! :D Aren't you touched that i dedicated one whole post for you? In less than a month time... ): But on a lighter note, 30th/1st is coming sooooon ! LOVEYOUHUN!

ZHI !
SORRY LAH! I overslept ! Let's go for a run again soon okay! Maybe you'll be 'lucky' again too! hahahah.

ANNONYMOUS;
errr, who are you?

HONGS;
hahaha, you never reply my mail you nehneh !

2006-10-21T23:40:00.000+10:00

& ALL ABOUT LOVIN ' YOU

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes.

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I'm all about lovin' you.

--

It's true how much we've gone thru to come thus far.
It ain't easy, and tears weighed pounds.
But what do you do when it happens?
You'll love that person more than anything else.
&thatpersonisyou. <3

I'm hooked on to Bon Jovi's song.
:D

2006-10-20T11:45:00.000+10:00

HELLO WEEKENDS ! :D

Morning greetings to all! Just woke up, and ate the toasted-nutella bread nick made for me this morning.

this journey that we're on.
How far we've come
and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
because I'll always feel this way too.

(don't say i ripped this off your blog okayyy, because i added words to it! go figure! :DD)
LOVE.
<3<3

Life's been pretty much the same. Work, school, food and stress ! Hmm, i just realised i haven't posted the pictures we took at the beach like a long time ago! Since i've got nothing much to update, why not.. ! haha.

Jun and Ash!

HOT BOD + FINE BREASTS = GASP !

"I'll kick fur off that position !" -smug.

The wind ouside is howling so fiercely!
SO SCARY.
okay, bye.

OHHH WAIT ! I'm suppose to help chris (weeqing) promote his 'business' ! laughoutloud. He owes me one.
Here you go, CLICK HERE !

REPLIES TO TAGS

MYBOYFRIEND!!

I can only fast when you're not around! Because you'll always tempt me with yummy food i can't resist! That's how i failed my fasting plan last night when we went to brunetti! But then again, i don't blame you because... (you can ask me later.)

SASHA;

HELLLOOOO! I know right. Why you shut down your blog! ): I haven't seen you in such a long long long long time you know!

WANNI;

hahaha, there isn't any fish here though.

DANA ONG!

yes! new skin! I'M SOOOOO happy for you woman! (promos lah). Go read my tag and miss me okay! :D:D

2006-10-18T15:35:00.000+10:00

shit.

i should go fasting soon. ):

Okay, bye.

REPLIES TO TAGS

XIANGFENG

my days can never be better now that exams are nearing! ): But on a lighter note, prom night is coming! :D:D Aren't you excited for me! laughoutloud.

WANNI

hahaha, okayokay.

TERENCE

okay! i took special notice when spelling your name this time round ! hahahaha. I hope you're alright now! At least it wasn't as bad as the previous two right? :D

JUN

EHEH, how could you! Send me the video leh! :p

VOSH

hey! did you melt too? :D:D:D:D

DANA

I know right! *beams* Yesyes! After all of your pw and whatsoever thingy woman! :D

KOHKOH

you can tahan not ! Later you also tempt me into eating how ! Later M&Ms start popping out!

DOREEN

WAH! Rare visitor eh ! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D:D

GIULIATAN

i think so tooo !! I think we make good partners in you-know-what ! *winkwink

ZARA

omgomgomg! how did you manage to find my blog! HELLLLOOOO !!

2006-10-16T22:17:00.000+10:00

with you, i stand tall.

during spring festival,
I HAD THE SWEETEST MOMENTS THIS EVENING;
with him singing "You and Me" on stage in front of the school..
dedicated for me.

it was indeed a surprise! (:
imeltedinhissingingandgotblownawaybyhisgaze,
that for which i would like to say...

"<3<3<3!"

2006-10-16T10:00:00.000+10:00

FEELINGS INTERWINED.
don't ask why.

Anyhow, TERENCE! sorry i wasn't available these few days. Will talk to you soon! Meanwhile, cheerup okay! Remember you stil have me to talk to. :D

I MISS THE NUTS LAH.
carena, dana, hazel, nicole, xiangfeng !
Nevermind, december's approaching. (:

2006-10-14T14:41:00.000+10:00

Aiyah, since i'm waiting for drama to start, might as well just reply tags first !

TERRENCE;
hahaha, of course you should know what tenten is! If you don't know ah, i can go bang wall already lah. But ahh, it's over! :D

YUNTING;
Oh hello! I'll link you up soon!

DANA ONG !;
I know right, Othello is one wacky moor! But i still don't like the way australia teaches lit. I prefer MS OW!! Argh, i can't enjoy yet, i still have my major exams in late november. ): So sad. But on a lighter note, i'll be home pretty soooooooon to see you people again!

GIULIA;
I'm not unglam okay! I'm so glam everyday. Hahahahhaha. Isn't it good that i make you laugh everytime? (; You should feel honoured about it OKAY. Badminton today was great right!

NEEKOHH !;
whywhy! I think neekohh is a better way of pronouncing your name properly! Of course! Since when do i let a chance slip by when i know i can SUAN you! hahahhahahaha. Okay lah, so mean.

NICK !!;
)): You laugh until so bad lah! Actually i was just trying to entertain you only. :p You must make up for all the laughing yesterday! :D:D And i still can't wash off the stained ink! So annoying! SORRRYY, i went to play badminton today! ))):

JACQ;
HEYHEY! yar! Friday the 13th really sucked quite abit right! I'll show you my leg if i happen to bump into you sometime soon okay! Then you can see my blue decorated leg. =x

--

Okay, nothing much to update though. Finally did some constructive workout this morning. :D Badminton was great ! Everyone was late (HAHAHAHHA). Zhiyuan does make people run like mad and i mean from one end to another end of the court. We shall play more next week! Ching and I both agree thata GIULIA is one happy girl today. ;)

I'm quite happy with the progress with our drama group.
I love our plot.
I love the script.
I love the people (not all though)
Nonetheless, istilllovedrama.

Spring Fest in two days time.
Sweet!
I KNOW YOU'LL SING JUST AS WELL AS BEFORE ! (no matter how bad your flu is.)
GO GO GO ! I'll be rooting for you. (:

Okayyyyyyyyy, i'm done updating. Quite tired now. bye!

2006-10-13T03:03:00.000+10:00

OMG, it's so hot now that i need to bathe three times a day!
The change in weather really left me speechless.
Two days ago, it was still 10 degree kind of thing, and today, it's freaking 33 degree!
I know right, WHAT THE SHYT.

I'd prefer autumn to spring, but when it's the autumn season, i'll say i'd prefer spring to autumn. SO, the point is, forget what i've just said. HA HA !

Anyway, drama meeting went on fine today and we've managed to come up with a decent script and ran through the play once before we went home. James was so nice to treat me dinner plus dessert after drama because i was seriously broke. heh! Then i got teased by Clifton, Doreen and James along the way to Freddos. But anyhow, i enjoyed myself ! :D

THEN, i got teased again for looking so silly when trying to kill a fly. But this time, nick laughed at me till he cried. zzz! For more details, you might want to view his blog; Click HERE. Aiyah, he just want to laugh at me, that's all! ):

THEN THEN, when i was helping him refilling the blue ink into his printer, i accidentally splatted ink onto my legs and arms. ARGHHHHH! and the worst thing happened. I can't freaking wash off the ink!! So now, it's like my legs are decorated with splatters of blue ink.

I reckon it's because today's Friday the 13th. Bad day!
"Today's the worst day of my life." (TingXuan, 2006:14)

howcanipossiblyforgettosay, "ILOVEYOUHUN!" :D

2006-10-11T00:58:00.000+10:00

I FORGOT TO MENTION,

I HAVE THE BEST YOU EVER. :D
thankyou!

2006-10-10T21:30:00.000+10:00

TENTEN. looking back on this day..

It's memorable, but..
i've moved on though.

:D

History of Ideas debate this morning. Basically, two teams were arguing on baseless grounds because none are addressing the right motion. HA HA ! So anyway, the motion was,

"No matter what Feminists say, women are contrained by their biology."

Then, they were debating on biology, then society, then adam and eve, then apples and oranges, then Fuji apples and (don't know what brand) apples, then dictionaries, then yadayada. The whole process was quite entertaining though! I thought the arguements by the opposition team were quite well done. Ahh, i shall not betray JB's class. Keep quiet.

Went to the library after lessons and did some reading/analyzing of Othello. Oh! I did some math too! :D It's time for serious revision. I love mugging. HO HO HO ! Nick left halfway for drama meeting and came running back to 'invite' me for dinner with them. :D:D As usual, Tze talked the most during dinner. laughoutloud.

WE WILL WORK EXTRA HARD ALRIGHTS! (winks!)
<3<3

REPLIES TO TAGS:

YICHING! Let's play badminton again soon! NOW WE KNOW HOW TO GO KING ALBERT PARK ALREADY. So much for calling it king albert park! -.-" We had such a 'great' time looking for it right! But the workout was good! And don't keep laughing at me lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

DANA!! I know right! I LOVE attending camps as much as you do! Not as the camper though. Haha! I miss those days. ): Why don't they have camps in december right! Then i'll be most willing to go see see look look. hahahahahhahaa. NEEEKOH sounds nice right ! ;D

JUN ! AIYAH, no need say sorry lah. I'm not THAT petty okay!

GIULIA! you so bad! EH! drama plan set ah! I love the idea! We must work together hand in hand and excel man! OHHHHHHHHHHHH damn, we're good !

XIANGFENG!!!!!!!!! Okay, finally you're back in action! YESYES! Let's go eat ice-cream and a lot more when i return alright! We'll tempt NEEKOH with chocolates and make her fat! *evil grins* I can't wait to go home nowNOW! Why's your webcam not working.. ):

NEEKOH!! eh! actually NEEKOH sounds nicer you know! You must thank me for helping you! LOL. We never gang up against you lah! OH YESYES, prom! Are you excited for me toooooooo? :D

CHEN! hello once again! You pig! No wonder i don't see you in math tute anymore! )): Whywhywhy won't you wake up early for the monday moring lecture.....

ZHI! YAY! I love shopping with you!! :D:D But i know you've enjoyed that day! Don't bluff me! haha! We bought our dress already! Aren't you relieved!

HONGS! I read it already and will reply you sooooooooooon !

2006-10-08T23:55:00.000+10:00

~~PROM DRESS~~

Shopping at DFO with zhi, nick and mike today. Reapings from today's retail was really good. :D Finally, a purplish-pink dress/three pairs of earrings/a necklace and a green top. So i'm only left with a pouch and heels for the Annual Ball. I can't wait! :D I think i look like a bridesmaid though. OHWELL. But i love it!

Nick's settled for a retro-cool(ish)-formal wear which i think it looks good on him. :D
PROM, omg, FUN! :D

Oh, mike almost lost this phone to the taxi driver this afternoon. The driver actually called me with his phone and said he'll pick us up from DFO so that he can return him his phone at the same time. Close shave! I think mike spent most of his cash on taxi fare. LOL

Aiyah, i'm not really in the mood to blog though.
Update tomorrow lah! ciao!

ZHI MUST HAVE HAD ENJOYED TODAY ! winks* :D

2006-10-07T22:38:00.000+10:00

Mind Boggling Indeed.

Honestly, i was pretty annoyed.
But ohwell, i guess i'm recovering from it.

XIANGFENG MY DEAREST !! ohmygod! Finally finally ! I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy promos is over!! I miss you oh-so-much! Talk to you on skype, you don't reply! And you hardly come online! And your blog's not functioning! )): But now that you're back, we can talk talk talk !! I can't believe i'm ending term four soon and i'm coming home soon enough to meet you guys again!

I don't care! MISS LOO, you'd better make time for me this time round! I haven't seen you ten thousand years lah! how can ! I hope your trainings don't come clashing to our dates ! :D:D

imissyoudamnalotgirl. like, alotalot!

AND..

NEEEKOOOOHHH ! sorry i wasn't at home this afternoon when you msn-ed me ! SORRY!!

AND..

DA-NA ONGGG! how can i possibly forget you right! woman! promos over already? We've got tons to catch up! That one time in singapore is SONOTENOUGH! )): I missed all the camps in zhss with you. so sad! I'd really wanted to bunk in camps with you but obviously i can't. I miss those days in camps! Late night suppers/sneaking out of school/scare ourselves with ghost stories/sleeping under the moonlight/card games all night long/gossip/kong guan biscuits (remember how mdm lau used to bring us heaps of that?!)/doing night duty/killing cockroaches in toilets/telling stories to the little junior and aiyah, a lot more lah!

imissyoutoo! :D

Last but not least, i'm thankful i've got you.

2006-10-06T01:35:00.000+10:00

I LOVE, I LOVE, I LOVE . . . !

So, i've finally gotten back all of my results. Well, no time to brood over horrendous results, no time to enjoy satisfactory results. All i have to do, is to strive really hard for TERM FOUR! ohgawd. ):

And Giulia!! the ***** refers to DRAMA! laughoutloud. Don't you just hate that person who claims to be fair and gave us such a 'perfect' mark in the end? ohwell, i'm steaming!!

to my special someone,

let's work hard together this term and make every moment count. You know iloveyouoh-so-very-much and i'll be there whenever and wherever you need me! :D:D I'm so glad we'd talked everything through and allowed me to honestly know you inside out. Take it out on me, i care but i don't mind if that makes you feel better! The joy over these seven months when i'm with you is unspokable. But all i can say is, imcrazyinlovewithyou. IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou baby! Remember, it's the little little things that you do that makes me melt. I'm DIFFERENT! :p

TAGS REPLY:

JACQ! This song is damn nice right! It's comparable to your current hooked-on song ! LOL. :D:D:D:D

Josh! YAH, and don't remind me of it again. haha.

TERENCE! Happy Childrens' Day to ME! Where's my annual present bytheway? hahahahahaha! You made me ask for it one ah. :p

DANA ONG !! ooohhhh! Talking about mooncakes, i miss zhss so much! To think we used to have so much fun doing duties right! Like burning and lighting up lanterns! HAHA! :D:D

Annonymous: Hey, thanks ya? Although i don't know who you are and mind if you reveal your identity? :)

GIULIA!! I'm damn pissed too! HOW COULD SHE RIGHT! It pulls down my mark ! she suck !! ):

NICK!! lalalala. You ate most of the churros yesterday night! :p FATFATFAT, but nevermind! :D Thankyouuu so much for the listening ear yesterday okay! I'm happy now!

STEPH! haha! I'm so sad you said i looked like a guy! gasp* lol. GREAT JOB ON THE POSTER!! Hurry go get kenneth ask you on a date! teeeheeee!

2006-10-05T01:13:00.000+10:00

; a beautiful night for remembrance.

Sorry to all for the previous whinny post. I was just pissed, and SO IS GIULIA! ohgawd. ***** sure suck. (winks to giu!)

So anyway, drama was a total disappointment but psychology essay turned out pretty well. =/ I tend to do better in last minute work. Ironic as it may sound, but it does work on me! I don't know WHY OKAY. So far.. term three's results are manageable though.

Time for some pictures after godzillion years.

DOCKLANDS

Nick and I

Mike and the scenery!

Meteor garden! (HAHA!)

BRUNSWICK

LOL.

SAN CHURROS!!

(Nick ate all my chocolate and ended up like this :p)

More photos from Melbourne Royal Show and the beach when i finally remember to upload them.
CHEERS!

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
When I found you.

YOU - My miracle, my wonder, my boyfriend :D:D

2006-10-04T11:47:00.000+10:00

Please don't raise my hopes high and crush it later on.
I don't know if i should believe what i see/feel or what i hear.

Happy as i may seem, Troubled is what it really is.
I can't express and neither can i talk about it.
Ha, Facade, people.
):

2006-10-02T23:38:00.000+10:00

; Unbreakable

Mathematics paper was returned today during tutorial. It wasn't up to my expectation, but it wasn't bad. I improved hell a lot and i think my mom's happy with the results. BUT STILL... ):

RIGHT. more shocks to be awaited tomorrow.

iloveyoutoo, boyfriend!

2006-10-01T23:20:00.000+10:00

SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW.

all together now, "sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

It's so annoying, because i'm still in the holiday mood! rahhh!

ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW WAS DAMN GOOD TODAY !!
The rides are damn thrilling!
I enjoyed every single bit of it.
:D

;where my heart lies

2006-09-30T21:00:00.000+10:00

glamour in gold;

All in all, it's a pretty interesting week! Blogging is getting a little boring though. ohwell.

Kboxing with nick, jun, ash, chris and mike on thursday, then movie at crowns!

I CAN'T BELIEVE WE WALKED FROM HOME TO CROWNS. ohmygod.

Nick and I went shopping around melbourne yesterday and got ourselves all traumatized by this really gross shop. (laughoutloud). We went retail at phrahan town hall, then chapel st, then camberwell city hall and around the area. ohgod, at the end of the day, i wasn't the biggest spender! (; It was fun going out of the city to explore though! :D:D

BEACHy day today! A whole bunch of us went to St Kilda's today, hoping to get a fair tan, but was caught in the cold instead. what a bummer! Nick and I woke up damn early to prepare salad and it turned out to be quite delicious! Ash and Jun brought cereals and sausages! Okay, so we were having a little picnic at the beach, and got quite excited. SOOOO, we buried nick and chris, then jun and ash. AHHAHAHAAHHA ! omg i tell you, it was damn funny! After which, i took a walk along the sea and played with some little kids! omg ADORABLE! And things just kept going better after that. :D:D

It's going to be a better day tomorrow.
ROYAL MELBOURNE SHOW, here we come!

I'm glad things worked out fine after that night.
I'm so much happier now.
:D:D:D

2006-09-26T10:25:00.000+10:00

i'm crushed.
i don't know what to do anymore.
I can't seem to stop thinking about it.
tell me it's not true..

what hurts the most is that you turned out to be a big fat liar.
to think i trusted you..
fuck.

2006-09-25T20:23:00.000+10:00

TAGS REPLIES:

KOHKOH! :D:D i can't wait for your arrival on sunday! ohmygod. I MISS YOU SOOO FREAKING MUCH! ):): We've got so much things to do and talk about! HURRY COME BACK WILL YOU!

JOSH! Hey yeah! i'm coming back in less than three months actually! Till then, all the best for your promos okay! :D I'll be back just in time to help you celebrate your birthday!

JACQ! omg. you were M.I.A for so long! yeah, we went to Melbourne Aquarium a few days back! Didn't really 'go-in' though, just browsed from the outside. HAHA.

DANA ONG QIANYU! :D:D:D:D Promos eh? All the best alrights! You know i'll always be here rooting for you guys! Everyone seemed so stressed up! And of course, i LOVE you too woman!

TERENCE! biggie-ni! i went online immediately i saw your message! :D:D aiyoh, you ah, don't think too much okay? everything's going to be fine ! I'm always available if you need someone to talk to okay! don't be so pessimistic! Look on the bright side of life ter!

NURA! hey! i'm doing fine! :D How about you? I saw your beloved boyfriend! Life's been good for you?

TONGJUZHANG! you nehnehpok lah! you PROMSIED to accompany me go around singapore to EATEATEAT okay! and it's YOUR treat! what a friend lah you! Got blog never tell me! ):

HONGS! heyhey! it's nice talking to you too! :D five years of friendship and still counting!

---

More updates tomorrow! :D

2006-09-23T16:59:00.000+10:00

% tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.

Fine, so a week passed. I need intervention, attention to stop temptation to scream. Everything is fed up straight from the heart. Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended.
sweet :D

Four movies down in a row. Pretty costly, but the movies were worth it so far.

John Tucker Must Die
Snakes on Plane
Material Girls
Devil Wears Prada

omg. Devil Wears Prada is a must-watch! The fashion is drop-dead gorgeous and not to mention the models. I aspire to be (ANDREA, the second assistant!) she's amazing. laughoutloud.

Anyway, visited docklands yesterday with nick and mike. It wasn't exactly touring because we only combed one part of the area though. The scenery is fantabulous, food is awesome, hole in my pocket is ohmygod. haha! But anyhow, we've had a great time taking photos and fooling around. (Actually i think i'll upload the photos when september ends because of the stupid quota limit.)

Hmm, we conveniently dropped ourselves at Melbourne Aquarium for a short visit. OH, the fishes were so pretty and it's a pity we didn't go in in the end, because the entrance ticket is quite expensive! oh well! Did mention nick bought sea monkeys? haha, it's quite interesting though! I bred them before when i was younger. It's currently in my care until he comes home. WOOHOO! I get to see them hatch.

I just thought this convo reminded me of how zhi always make me laugh with her laughter, so i decided to post it up since she's in singapore now and i miss her truckies!

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
EHH!

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
orlando bloom will NEVER break my heart

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
HHAHA

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
wahh

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
this is must do thing before i die

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
see orlando bloom at least once

cross my heart * says (5:28 PM):
AHAHAHA

glamour; says (5:29 PM):
RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

glamour; says (5:29 PM):
tmr i go buy a wig that looks like orlando bloom and thick eye brows and moustache!

glamour; says (5:29 PM):
then i'll wear it for you too see, so your dream will come true

glamour; says (5:29 PM):
hhahahaha

cross my heart * says (5:30 PM):
HAHHHAHAHAHHHHAHA!!!

cross my heart * says (5:30 PM):
TOHTINGXUAN!!

cross my heart * says (5:30 PM):
why you so cute!

cross my heart * says (5:30 PM):
HAHAHHAHAH!!

cross my heart * says (5:30 PM):
i really burst out laughing LAH!

cross my heart * says (5:30 PM):
WHAHAHAHAH!!

Okay, i was just digressing. It's quite a sentimental day today. Two years back from this day, something sweet took place. Though it's history, but memories do stay and i'll never forget this day. (:

perhaps, i was just thinking..

2006-09-22T00:35:00.000+10:00

TAGS REPLIES:

JUNZHANG! :D:D heyhey! no problem yea? Anything for my dear buddy! I've answered your question already, so may it be a headstart for you. And you are kaypoh what! :p I've known you for so long, hmm, quite kaypoh lah, QUITE only.. lol.

JOSH! hey! yeah, i've received already! I'll be back in december to celebrate it with you. Don't worry lah! It's a promise.

HONGS! girl! it's a sure thing. How can i forget your birthday right? Just like how you remembered mine so dearly. Hey, it's not a good year for the both of us yes? Let's pull it through for another three more months, and i'm back to meet all of you (2e2'o3 girls) again!

YEOWMAMA! yesyes! i FINALLY got the charm bracelet thing! lol. after ten thousand years lah! Thanks to who? :p I know i'm a BABE, babe. LOL. Hmm, i want roti prataaaaaaaaaa! I'm missing it so badly! eheheh, we haven't been shopping tgt for months!!

TERENCE!! hahaha, yesyes BIGGIE-ni. It's only natural that i tell you my secrets, because i know i can keep them safe with you! :D:D Then you'll give me a whole lot of advice! OHYEA. I so can see some tiny weenie progress coming along! Remember to update me okay! then i can give you *ERHEM advice too. laughoutloud.

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; angels brought me here.

I'm tired, a decent update sometime tomorrow or something. (with heaps of photos)

Life _ _ _ _ , period.

I've slowly learnt to be numbed when such situations happen all over again.

2006-09-20T01:22:00.000+10:00

; where my heart and future lies.

it'sallmixedup. ):

dredging up the past.
it will be clear when my prayers are answered.

2006-09-19T02:08:00.000+10:00

Hmm,

I SO WANNA TELL EVERYONE THAT TERENCE, JUN ZHANG AND DANIEL ARE ALL KAYPOHS. :p

ps: Notice, their names are all in different shades of PINK. :D

Anyhow, they're still my favourites because they bring back wonderful memories! :D I feel so nostalgic all of a sudden.

2006-09-18T16:54:00.000+10:00

It's a once-in-a-year celebration ! (look! it's YOUR favourite colour!)

You're not forgotten. Happy Birthday Jin Hong ! :D

Fine, so people say i don't update enough now that my exams are over. I shall update now. Here we go..

My dance class.

Whilst waiting for class..

Love the lightings.

(?) Lunch at (i forgot the name of the cafe.)

Ah, lovely.

Everyone's back home now i suppose! omgomgomg, i MISSS YOU BADLY KOHKOH! (actually i miss you for shopping at bridge only lah.) AHHA, kidding. you're SO MISSED by ME ! ):

To my dearest senior cum buddy, TONG JUNZHANG! lol. Don't give up and press on okay! She'll be touched by your sincerity for sure ! I'll always be in australia supporting you! :D and STOP growing taller lah! I don't want to be HALF your height when we meet up in december!!

TERENCE (see, no spelling mistake this time.) ! don't you give up too! I see HOPE ! I think there's a chance to.. you know! Remember to update me okay! I so wanna hear from you soon ! I miss those days where we can talk and analyze things about ANYTHING UNDER THE SUN !! :D:D

Right, i'm looking forward to wednesday's dance class!
AND, tingxuan declares that she will be going on a strict/intensive EXERCISE PLAN. :D

ha ha ha.

Do drop some encouragement! *

2006-09-15T12:22:00.000+10:00

A beautiful morning to start with.
:D

I'm going crazy over dance again! Passion rekindled. LOL. Right, so i've been taking up dance classes these few weeks and further intensive lessons from next week onwards! Oh and by the way, the craze is for STREET LATIN dance !

Salsa
Cheeky Chacha
Progressive Jive
Mambo
Samba
Merengue
Rumba

OMG, all of which were taught a little! Merengue interests me the most though! I'm still going for Ballroom next! I can't wait!

to my dance partner: WE ARE SO GOING TO SHINE RIGHT ? :D:D

Hmm, pictures to be uploaded next time! I'm too lazy to do it right now. And TERENCE! sorry! I'm always not at home when you msn me. lol. SORRRYYYYYYYYYY !

2006-09-12T18:43:00.000+10:00

END OF EXAMINATIONS.

~~Math 1B~~
~~Literature~~
Oh yeah, no more Farenheit 451, no more Montag, no more Akaky and most importantly, no more MUGGING. :p

Now, how cool is that! The long awaited term three semester break is finally here. Happy yet sad. Oh well, time is passing so fast. In three months time, we'll all be going seperate ways. ): But nevermind, two years is pretty short, i'll wait.. i'll wait.. i'll wait. (:

Went shopping with zhi straight after exam. OMG, i bought this damn damn DAMN pretty dress! along with a green handbag and two pairs of earrings. :D:D I know right, "TINGXUAN! STOP SPENDING MONEY!" but i haven't been shopping for the past one month lah! I can't resist to not buy new clothes although my wardrobe is BURSTING.

Ohoh, i'm joining salsa dance class tommorow with Nick, Ken, Mike and Dee. Hmm, i hope it'll turn out fantastic. (Please let nick's dream come true!) :p

*Adapted from a message in zhss 4e2'o5 Forum Chat page.
By Edward the eddy! :D
I SO MISS 4E2 TOOOOOOOOOO !!!

anw, ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WITH PHYSICS PAPER TOMORROW! :D

REPLIES TO TAGS

NICK! :p It isn't that ugly lah. I've seen worst, haven't i? LOL! Just kidding lah. All the best for your physics paper tomorrow and we've got BIG PLANS to do for the holidays!! I so want to go here and there and there ! AND omg we need to wash ***sheets !! (you should know what i'm referring to!)

KELLIE! wah, what rare visitor ! Yeah, i think it's Justin, but yet i'm not sure too. lol.

EDWARD! lol. I know! it's so erm gross right ! I'm taking salsa lessons too you know!! So cool! We can be dance partners next time! :D:D Too bad there won't be another prom night though. BAH.

GIULIA! why you always insist that i love you huh? :p And why you nudge me so hard this morning in Winner's room! So pain you know! LOL.

TERENCE! because you are nehnehpok what! lol. NINE years ain't short you know! I hope she's the right one for you! I smell LOVE in the air! woohoo!

CHEN! as in the TRINITY YIVON CHEN?! wah. Why you close down your blog? whywhywhy? I know i'm nicer than my blog, right? :p ERHEM.

2006-09-10T01:35:00.000+10:00

I'm tired, i really am.
Just that sentence kills my spirit. Why mention it? nevermind.

Today was nothing but Literature, The Overcoat and Farenheit 451.
All of which are not worth elaborating though.
Why can't Literature be as fun like when i was in secondary school?
Where is Miss Ow! ):

Tomorrow's gonna be intensive math and more Farenheit 451. I don't mind math, but Farenheit is uber boring and ridiculous. Why can't it be like 'Twelfth Night' or 'The Grass is Singing?' ! The storyline revolves around burning books and no books allowed in the society. How dumb. But nevermind, i will learn to love the book somehow.

Okay, technically speaking, exams are tomorrow! OMG. After tuesday, i'm free for a solid three weeks break. Hang on there and pull through it ! (:
Best of luck to all !

The Group. Cute, aint it?

TOP: Kenneth, Van, Ash, Jun
MIDDLE: Zhimin, Chris, Jacq, Mike
BOTTOM: Diana, Ting, Nick, Sanny

DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA !

Giu, Clifton, Rosemary, Drew!

Drew, Giu and I/ Clifton and I !

KOKCHEW (haha!)/ Rachel

Nick (he had to dress up as a plumber and i thought that dressing made him really awful, so i wanted to post it up, but thought it was a bad idea in case he kills me if he sees it.)

More drama photos when i've received them all from drew! :D

Right, i'm off to bed !

REPLIES TO TAGS

SOMEONE: err, who's this? Justin?

NICK: okok, i never TOTALLY blame you okay! At least we get to sample new foods! What's for dinner tomorrow brown cow? Cocktail sausages okay! and we BETTER go exercise in the holidays or i'll kill you!

TIMO: heyheyhey!! lol, i'm enjoying life as much as i can before the major exams! Sec four life can't be any better right! aww. I know right, this song rocks! :D

ZHI: yes! with me around, do whatever thing also fun! LOL. (please do not vomit though i know you're going to :p) FATFATFAT! eat so much potatoes! omg!

STEPH: lol, seriously, you're the first person after jacq who keeps saying i'm glam! THANKYOU so much ah. And i don't look like i dress up to go clubbing okay! LOL.

HONGS: hey! these few days not possible eh, i've got exams coming up next week! But i'll be free from tuesday onwards though, or maybe i'm too busy shopping! LOL. NUDGE ME LAHHHH.

GIULIA: You see! you sound more thickskin then me leh! lol.

TBOI (Terence): HAHAHA! Because i can't possibly ask you in my blog ma! And you made it look so obvious in your blog, so of course i must ask right! :p (Okay maybe it's obvious because i know what you're referring to). But your msn status is always 'BUSY' you nnp! I hope she's the right one for you this time! PHEW, you've come a long way.. You know what?

SMALLIE IS HAPPY FOR YOU, BIGGIE-ni ! (:

2006-09-07T20:33:00.000+10:00

31st August - CARENA LOY XIUHUI's birthday! :D:D
5th September - LOO XIANG FENG's birthday! :D:D

Happy birthday Sweeties ! I finally saw some updates of the both you in Nicole's blog !! (thankyou nic! lol.) Finally finally seventeen already eh? MISS LOO, when will you webcam with me! ): I miss your ghostly face! haha. How are you guys doing? YOU KNOW WHAT? December is coming real soon! (: Quick quick! Let's keep in touch soon!

Nicole! If you're reading this, sorry! I wasn't at home this afternoon, so i can't reply you! AND can you please fix your webcam you mouse! I miss all of you like damn damn damn a lot. rarr! stupid mouse!

Right, that's my main intention of blogging anyway. Exams are just next week, and i'm pretty glad with my progress in terms of revision. This is so not me okay. Be glad i'm prioritizing correctly. HAHA.

I think my stomach needs a pumpwash.

REPLIES TO TAGS.

Nick! Yes you are greedy! You eat ten thousand meals a day! LOL. Because of you, i grew A LITTLE rounder! ): But nevermind, let's go patronize the restaurant again! Or better still, let's go try out new eateries okay!! Increase the budget this time round! :p

EDDY EDDY ! hey dude! how are you doing? hahahaha. Because i don't do daily blogging nowadays, so i tend to blog longer! :p Are you still learning dance? Are you still partnering that 'auntie'? LOL! I read it, and it's hilarious lah!!

KOHKOH!! i know you can't love me enough! :p YAH! Whiteboarding was damn fun! At least it tells me that i can type much faster. HAHAHAHAHA. gee.

JACQ! hey! I hope things are much much better now! I'll still be there for you if anything happens okay! YOU KNOW i'll understand, don't you? -wink-

DANA ONG QIANYU! omg. I thought you were dead ! Busy preparing for promos right! I hardly see you online already! And that mousey too! WHYWHYWHY! ):

WANNI! haha, that's good. thanks!

2006-09-03T12:41:00.000+10:00

AHH, it's been a really boring weekend. I did nothing but math yesterday. Zhi and I whipped up a simple meal to mark our 'hardworking-ness'. LOL. Okay, actually no, but we were so tempted to cook so that we could eat it with olive veg. Honestly, i have no idea that the can of olive has been sitting on my shelf for the past eight months, left untouched. HAHAHHA.

I know i've repeated this like ten thousand times, but i still want to say..
I LOVE YOU KOHKOH! (:(:

I think it's fated. KOHKOH is my first friend in IDP back in singapore. She is the first one whom i knew is coming to melb and staying in palmerston. There was this period of time, i only had her number in my phone because i only knew her. My first homecooked meal was eaten with her. My first shopping experience in city was spent with her. My first terrifying tram experience was with her. My first trip to BIGW and SAFEWAY was with her too! There were lots more though. (:

Then, more and more people joined the clique. And what happened in the end? We still emerged out as the bestest friends ever. How beautiful life can be with KOHKOH around ! Heard that KOHKOH? don't say i always bully you anymore okay! :D:D

There, presenting you with KOHKOH!

Nevertheless, I wish for the weekends to pass quickly.
& I regretted eating pasta.

NICHOLAS TEO WEIQIANG has been M.I.A since saturday! ): So i can't take the pictures taken on ken's birthday from him. Blame him! Anyway, i just came back from a sumptuous lunch with him! It's amazing how we can cook so much dishes out of the empty kitchen. WOW! Let me show you how glutton he is.

Okay, i'm officially bored. Maybe a picture post the next time round. (:
I'll upload the drama performances soon though.
Exams are nearing, wish me the best of luck!

REPLIES TO TAGS.

JIN HONG ! hello. yah, good that you know it's been a really long time since we last conversed. What have you been doing lately? Working still? Keep In Touch okay! (:

WANNI (SIS) hey! haha. I won't be going back during the september holidays. Probably december! Remember to study hard okay! Don't keep hogging on to the computer ah. How is your foot?

KOHKOH ! yeah man! that night was really fun! I KNOW RIGHT, it's so scary! But come to think of it, who wants to impersonate you? Hmm. LOL ! joking lah. OLIVE VEG rocks right!

NURA ! hey there ! I though you'd all forgotten about me! lol. oh well, you know me, i love to enjoy and have fun everywhere i go! How have you been? ATTACHED HAPPILY YES? (:

TERENCE LAU TAT LONG (BIGGIE-ni!) !!! of course i remember you lah!! What talking you! We were still talking over msn the other day remember! I can never ever forget you! Those days, those camps, those long talks, those philosophy, those dance days, those outings, those PB DAYS, those campfires, those BASKETBALL TIMES, those ALOTMORE are so so unforgetable lah can. We're the invincible trio ! I SEE YOU GOING GAGA OVER SOMEONE TOO! -wink- rmb to make time for me in DEC when i return hor!

GWEN my dear! Sorry sorry. I've been really tied down with work and drama these few days! will reply you soon okay!! LOVE.