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Sunday, October 03, 2004
oh whee !
l0ls .
retarded yeah .
okie . i n0e .
xams is jus 1 dae awae .
1 dae !!
i'll jus hafta cl0se my eyes .
n open my eyes .
n wh0h .
it's xam dae .
= /
cann u even imagining mii .
in an xam rm .
n0t even prepared f0r it ?
oh well .
i karn imagine myself .
being in dere .
n t0tally prepared f0r it .
yeah . others may .
but definitely n0t mii .


s0 .

let's see .
mug mugging n m0re mugging .
it d0esn even help .
wen i've n0 m0tivati0n t0dae !
darn it .
i've onlii c0vered manufacturing t0dae !
gund0 mii .
i've still g0t t0urism t0 c0ver .
at least dere's still de nyte . =/
i'm s0 dead .
real dead . haish .
my lyfe .. oh my lyfe !!
all nth but xams .. xams .. xams
even wen i'm asleep .
de w0rd 'xams' cld be seen fl0ating in my dreams .
arghhhh .


well well .

insane as i cann be .
xams will still be carried out .
it's a fact .
bleah .
wad m i t0kin abt ?
i myself dun even understand .


oh . de last 2 lines rhyme eh?

=p
i'm crazziiii over xams !!!
n0t crazi . but yeah . 'crazi'
crazi in de sense dat i'm g0in b0nkers .
d0rtx .
i'm reli getting senseless .
= /
hahas .
wad t0 d0 ?
let mi tell u wad t0 d0 .
=p
cuz i was on de verge of g0in insane
in da aftern0on .
s0 i went d0wnstairs .
opened up my pian0 .
aniih0w play .
n0t dat kind of
"bang bang bang" type lah.
its jus dat i've g0t n0 sc0res . nth .
jus sit dere n well .. play !
n it turned out nt bad k !
i actually c0mp0sed a s0ng ?!
haha .
unbelievable w0rhs !
even my mama said nicey nice !
=))
*winks winks*


hais .

' wen shi jian qing weii he wu .
zhi jia0 ren sheng si xiang xu '
mebbe dis shld be changed t0 .
' wen shi jian qing weii he wu .
zhi rang ren fan na0 ch0u du0 '
l0ls . yeapps .
if u r reading dis .
i've onli g0t dis t0 tell ya .
u're self inflicting pain int0 urself .
by d0in all dis .
u're onli t0 cause m0re hurt t0 urself .
y n0t jus let g0 ?
mebbe u'll feel beta dis wae .
wad f0r h0ld on t0 him s0 tightly?
u'll onli make him suff0cate .
u tink he'll be happi dis wae ?
u tend t0 be s0 em0ti0nal each tyme .
y n0t think tings de other wae r0und ?
t0 be h0nest .
u're a lil to0 over sensitive .
u hafta giv him freed0m .
at least sum space t0 breathe .
well . guess h0w much i sae as0 n0 pt .
it's up t0 u newae .


gtg . c ya guys !



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