yuppiies. shall update frm thurs onwards yarh? hehes. i had shoooo muchh fun! yeah. bt at de same tyme, i did some reflections o'er the year 20o4. in a wae or another, my situation n bx's onee were so similar. we both got a conclusion. for mii, i dont wanna haf anii regrets. bt i'll be dreaming of the impossible. i haven given up hope, in a sense. <-- bx encouraged mii not to give up. yeah. it may be self deluding. bt dats de onli wae it'll heal my wound. sighh* how i wish it din happen. how i wish dat din affect mii so much. how i wish i wasn suffering in dat decision. how i wish i wasn dat deeply involved. how i wish i cld turn back time. how i wish everiiting was still fine. how i wish everiiting din happen instead. how i wish i hadnt love you.
yeah. kinda listless. i tink daddy aso. erm, family prob ya? not convenient to sae. = l . dat's another thing which puts mii down. real down. honestly, i've been putting on a mask everiidae. a facade i mean. i haven been my true self lately. too manii tings happened. i've taken too manii blows. sigh* wad i need now, is an antidote. bt i doubt so. it'll probably take years. argh. enough. tis post is too depressing! keke. it's time for a change.
anw, thnx mom. for consoling mii n constantly beside mii to encourage mii to go on wif life. =) thnx for being so understanding. ilu.
i've aso thot abt my studies. i'm gonna do smth abt it and do all my best for de upcoming year. i dont wan any regrets. no. i'm not gonna gif up.
alrytes. sum things are too personal to blog abt. so i'll just keep it to myself. = l anw, it's new yr ya? shall not dampen the mood furthermore! read on for my new yr happenings!
da nian chu yii. first dae of the lunar new yr.
hmm, din go visiting dat dae. instead, relatives came o'er. hehes. cos ah ma here mar, so it's a routine or rather a courteousy to cum n baii nian. yupps. ah um came first, at ard 11 bah. bt i was still slping eh? *grinz* cos de previous nite, i shou sui until 3 am worhs. darn tired. so slp slp slp until cuzzies came up n "boo!" mii larr. how nice of dem eh? =/ kekes. umm. watched kungfu hustle, doll master n lots more arhs. lyke erm, movie marathon? lols. told u! i love it when cousins get together! =P den abt 2 plus, another of my uncle came. terrence was lyke so kute cann! he's 7 tis yr btw. i offered him pineapple tarts, den he's response was - "huh? tis is pineapple tarts meh? got so lil bit fillings" lols. all of us luff until pengz. hehes. den he sorta acted sum of the senarios in kungfu hustle for us, and i tell u, it's damn funny. i see until buay tahan. lols. my bubbles aso, ah pek played wif him until woahh. all of us were lyke luffing n rollin on the floor. hehes. yeah. den my fav cuzzy came! at ard 4 bah. de whole place was lyke sho noisy! whee! kekes. we played alort worhs! kazia sis n uncle siang meng came at abt 6 plus. den aft a few min, auntie elsie n family came. den liu shu came! woah` so packed wif pple arhs! so happiie! collected so manii ang baos! =) dat's not de pt larr. lols. we played cards, watched tvee, tok, did relli lotsa things man! da nian chu yii - great dae.
da nian chu er. 2nd dae of the lunar new yr.
tis was de dae where we will go out the whole dae! yays!* went to ah ma's hse first. ate lunchie dere. den went o'er to yang's hse. he had relatives dere i tnk. moi distant relative. hehes. dunno dem larr. yang opened table and INVITED mii to plae cards. lols. he invite mii worhs. of cos mus gif face ryte? =P . so we plaed loh. my luck nt bad worhs! kekes. aft cards was mahjong. learned hw to plae a lil. won the first round! hehes. bt wasn dat gd larr, keep feeding yang wif de tiles he wans. den he win larr. urgh* lols. it's onlii a game yeah. no sweat. =) den my fav tinggg came! nt dat i les lar, bt she's relli my lil darling! sho cute! =P brought all de lil kids down to plae playground. moi fav place too! hehes. yang n wj acc mii dwn, wif the lil kids. decided to relieve our childhood ya? played 'police n thief' wif em. hahas. 3 bigg kids plae wif lyke 6 lil small kiddos? bt it was funn lar.. i admit. at least i played my heart out. no regrets. yeah. had dinner den came dwn to plae agn. went home at ard 10 lar. cos nxt dae gt sch larr! idiot. spoil our new yr mood can?
da nian chu san. 3rd dae of the lunar new yr.
sch. damn. totally spoils my mood cann? with the addition of ms yam's screaming n all. dots. it jus worsen everiiting. den goodie mrs ngiam cums along n pump us wif loads of hmw? wadever larr. i was soooo wishin for de dae to end can! finally it did. at 12:45. lols. FINALLY. *cheers! went straight to kk hos. visit thomas wif a whole bunch of e2 gurls. yeah. he finally got out of dependancy ward n transfered to normal ward ler. happiie fer him ya? =) bt his condition still nt verii stable. prays fer him* yupps. went to haf lunch aftwards. ate ban mian. yummilicious neh! bt aft dat, jh n mii quikly rushed off ler. went j8 to buy vdae gifts for e2'o3 guys. den went to hur hse to do lor. hadda rush hm ltr on. cos daddy msg-ed to tell mii we're goin out ltr. bt in de end, he invited pple o'er instead. -_-" diao. bt i went to bed rather early. cos i wasn in a relli gd mood. dose pple went home at 4.30 a.m in de morn btw. so darn late.
da nian chu si. 4th dae of the lunar new yr.
woke up late. err, okie lar, thanks to my dreams. nah, cos i wasn reallie happie, so yeah. ended waking up late. received ah um's call, went to get ourselves prepared n off we go to bai nian agn. kinda sian-ded. went to ah ting's hse. den alson kor's hse. den distant relative's hse. den daddy's fren's hse. den back to wu shu's hse. long dae indeed. had steamboat, buffet, aniting u can tink of. eat n eat n eat. =/. blah. bloated alr. was suppose to visit coach. budden hadda bai nian u see. hais. i was lyke so sian alr cann. tired ler. i wanna go home. =S. den finally went home at 9 larr. thou xciting dae, bt too tired to enjoy n absorb the mood. hahas. anw, collected a lot of ang baos larr. quite satisfied thou. =)
hmm. long post eh? k larh. stop here. enjoy the new yr pple! =)
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