silently, i teared.
i guess, it's this feeling that no one will understand.
each day.. i'll wear a facade of happy faces.
hoping to mask the pain and sadness.
after today, i think i failed terribly.
i feel so... distant & torn apart.
one problem surface after another, & it suck to know that no one will be there to comfort you & to assure you that it'll be fine after a good night's slep like before.

everything's so screwed up right now.
i feel like shit now okay?
are you happy now?
is it very fun to malign me in all ways?


Sorry, too many things happened in a month.
2007 - a good headstart?
MY FOOT.
i'm left with nothing once again.