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Friday, October 01, 2004
bah .
hais . wad a dae .
firstly .
happie childrens' dae t0 mii .
n of c0s t0 all kidd0s .
yeah .
sh0rt dae .
i was rushin thru my lit de wh0le m0rn .
denn ms ow sae she's n0t g0nna check it .
i was lyke .
wt* cann?
waste my tyme d0in it la .
wadeva .


in such a foul m0od .

i'm t0tally stressed up as each dae passes .
i'm abs0ulutely N0T PREPARED f0r exams .
n exams r lyke onli 2 daes awae .
seeing pple s0 prepared .
makes mii feel s0 w0rried .
wad if i fail all my sub?
damn .
last min last min last min .
y mus everiting bii alwaes last min ?


i'm in n0 m0od t0 t0k abt t0dae .

it's simply dead .
i can't help it but feeling s0 yikey .
m0n's ge0g .
h0w great .
at least chi ain't dat scari .
tues . physics .
i'm afraid i'll let mrs ngiam d0wn .
i'm reli afraid .
she gave mii tuiti0n t0dae .
wif y0ng ha0 .
okie . dat b0osted my c0nfidence a lil .
but it's n0t enuff .
i still hav t0ns of ques marks in my brain cells .
w0rst still .
wed . a math .
thurs . lit .
fri . chem ?
a deadly sub?
hais .
wadeva larh .
tink i'm g0nna flunk it all .


yarhs .

partly de reas0n y i'm in such foul m0od .
is c0s i've g0tten baq my pian0 results .
n i tell u .
i'm s0 n0t happie abt it .
it's jus a wee 2 marks .
f0r mii t0 attain wad i've alwaes had .
stupid examinar .


okie .

guess i've n0 m0od t0 update ani l0nger .
i'm jus n0t in de m0od .
i can't hide it any l0nger .
in fact .
i've been a lil m0ody since m0n .
but i'm carrying a facade all al0ng .
th0t i wld feel beta de nex dae .
but sry . n0 .
it g0t w0rse .
pard0n mii .
but i gtg .
i shall n0t slp till i've finished studyin
at least 2 sub .
may de f0rce be wif mii .

. stressed .



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