(you had me at hello)

# blind up and fly away into the skies

wad a great dae todae. lessons after lessons. how nice eh? imagine urself, cooped up in a pathetic classroom with a tcher blabbering awae.. and obviously i wanst paying any attention. i mean, it's alr a miracle dat i can drag myself out of bed tis morn n get myself ready for sch in jus 15 mins. =/ aiyah, i'm jus lazy u see. skipped eng lesson thou. hu ask it to haf it as early as eight in the morn? i can nvr wake up in time! for me to rch sch at eight, i'll hafta wake up at like 6.3o ?? oh no wae man. =P i nid my eight hours of slp. now, i can onli sit on the toilet bowl and pray that i don get screwed by mrs tobias. hees. i think onli half of the class were present? -_-" oops*

todae's weather is xtremely HOT. cld feel the heat burning my hair as i walk to sch. =/ hehe. lucky amath lessons were conducted in 4e7. much cooler in there. as usual, two solid hours of intense amath. how fun can math be when i don understand a single thing she's tching. she's like rushing thru everything? too fast for me to catch up with the syllabus. okie, nt dat i'm slow. o.O erh, mebbe i am slow? argh` i'm jus pretty amazed by how a chapter of differentiation can take up ard 40 + pages of the txtbk. it's such a large topic that covers applications, log, trigo, circular measures, volumes, areas n more perhaps. and jus tis one big chapter of differentiation, is a small branch of calculus. my goodness. jus by doin all those amath hmw, half of my brain cells wld be dead by then. =/

had lit lesson aft amath. i was practically in dreamland for the last hour. drifting my mind off into the senario of ' the grass is singing ' - faints - hehe. had a pretty funny dream. i daydreamt abt mary turner tching dick differentiation where he cld use it to calculate his farm's earnings! ROFL. i noe it's stupid, but at least it wasted fifteen mins. =x having two and a half hour of lit is CRAZY ok. it's just u, the bk, lines of words and ms ow. every lesson of lit revolves ard the same old routine. dat's y it's boring. yeah. going thru 20 over pages of lit text is nt at all interesting. boy, was i glad when she ended the lesson. hehe. oh and poor ms ow, there she is, xplaining the text and coughing at the same time. sigh*

came across tis todae and it got me thinking real deep abt it. questions like tis sometimes just flickers faintly in our minds, bt nvr do we think abt it seriously eh? perhaps we're just ignorant. =/

whats the difference between life and death ?
Is it finishing a dream or taking a breath
Is it pushing your body to its highest limit
Or rotting away wasting every minute
Ones life is precious and never forsaken
Ones life is their own and never to be taken
So why do we say that life is too quick
For a life is a lifetime each day only we pick
And to accomplish lifes last goal
we need not to try
Cause the only final one is eventually to die
So don't live in doubt
cause no tears come to my eye
For these are the differences of to live and to die

heh. i'm crazy. but it reallie triggers me and make me realise how great the love my parents have lavished on me, bringing me to another chapter of my life. =) i thank thee for all the wonderful things wch happened in my life. it's smth i'll cherish and keep it with me for all my life.

i'm so emotional todae! nt to the sad side la. hehe. think i better stop here.. if nt, i wld haf left with ZERO brain cells to do amath. hehes. takkaire`