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Saturday, October 01, 2005
HIATUS .
lawfully . taking . a . break -

boy, am i glad to hear that there's moderation.
ok, thou it wasn't correct to set my mind thinking this way,
but i just can't help it! can i?
i mean, for almost 3/4 of my subs,
i need a mere 1-2 mark(s) to push my grades up a level!
that's like soooo annoying.
yeah, so i've been living in some sort of 'agony'.
to see my mark dangling in the air,
not wanting to move up.
BLASTED.

so, this week has been pretty hectic i suppose.
expected isn it?
sec four life, what can i expect more?
at this point of time, life has been really mundane.
how can i describe my feelings?
STOICAL.
u noe?
i better conform myself to the stereotype of 'nerds'..
before i get condemned by the harsh reality!
i mean, i don't want to be living in self-denial.
FATE vs. FREEWILL. (=

today's childrens' day.
and here i am, whinning abt even the slightest thing.
ahhhhhhh`
ok, that's beside the point.

going out wit regi tmr.
her dad is fetching us to AHS.
it's gonna be a long long day..
but i'll be back to complete the two chem papers!
i swear!
i've been reeeelli hardworking eh.
i'm ahead of my study plan. (=

look at me,
i'm filled with vibrance once again!
hah`
anw, i'm back to having PEACE agn!
she's not bothering me anymore.
THANK GOD.
if this delays just a sec more,
i think i could have slapped you out of ur own damn world.
you know why?
cos i simply cannot tolerate any more of ur nonsense.
you don't seem to see the urgency to pioritise what's impt.
you wld rather leave it to fate, or to a larger extent, LUCK.
i pity you.

scummmm!



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